Love Hurts

18

I woke up to the sound of the birds singing. I sat up on my bed just thinking of what I could do today. I should go to the park and write some daily thoughts or Hang out with Ice, What she probably hungover in JJ room and they won't wake up till 4pm. I got up and walked to the to the closet and grab my out fit and walked into the bathroom. Turning on the hot water and jumping into the shower , I slipped into the shower and washed my hair and body. when I got out if the shower. I put my hair into a french braid,and started doing my makeup putting only cover up mascara and lip gloss. I put my makeup bag away and slipped on my shoes Grabbing my book and color pens and slipped them into my beg. I grab my car keys and walked down stairs to my car and hopped in. I drove to the park me Ice came to ask kids it what the place we like to think. I parked my car and walked over into the woods when me and ice were 10 we find a water fall. We promised to keep it a secret and it still is. I looked at the beautiful water fall. I take off my boots and walked over to the Big rock and sat down hearing the sweet sounds of that water. I take out my journal and blue pen and started writing

Dear Myself

Gracie don't let jack get in the way live life to the fullest. I know things are hard right now but they will get better I know they will. Plus Sammy has been suck a sweet heart lately and has been caring a lot about you. I just hope he doesn't have feeling because I don't even know how I'm feeling right now . Everything is just so weird right now Everything is messed up knowing the person that know everything about you on your'e darkest days used you s so he cheated on you with a 15 year old name Madison beer a "Singer" THAT GIRL CAN'T SING!! She trys to hard and makes her voice sound ugly honestly . But i guess that's what happens when you date a boy that gets lose at the end.

Gracie he is not worth it, date a boy who knows you and loves you for you.

I put my pen down and looked at the water. A tear rolled down my cheek I cleaned it up and put my book back in my bag and sat there thinking looking at the water fall and remembering everything Good about life.

I started to humm a song "best mistake"

"Your the best mistake I ever made"

I got up and walked over to my shoes putting them back on walked out of the woods till I hear the kids playing again. Once I was out I walked over to my car and got in. I drove back home and pulled up and seen Jacks Sammy Nate and the person I hate the most Madison. " Hey Guys"

"Hey babygirl " said Sammy I smiled. Me and Sammy have been talking a lot now. He patted his lap asking me to sit down. I walked over to Sammy and sat down on his lap. Everyone looked at me even Madison giving me a dirty look. "Dang Babygirl looking good" whisperer Sammy in my ear, It send chills down my back. "thanks babe".

"so are you guys a thing" asked Madison with a rude tone

"yes we are shes all mine" said Sammy, I bit my lip and nodded. He kissed my neck and smiled "Dang get some wilk " said JJ MY OWN BROTHER. I laughed I looked at Jack he had a pissed off look.

"Sammy im going to my room" I said giving him a kiss on the cheek. "What! i'm coming too" said Sammy I laughed and we walked and walked up to my room. I closed the door locking it I slipped off my shoes and laid down on the bed. Sammy laid down and cuddled with me "Mmmm you smell good Babygirl" I giggled. He laid on my chest i played with his hair Knowing that kills him. "Babygirl what did you do today" he said looking at me. "Today I want to the park and just wrote in the day journal as always" He kissed my neck "Thats good babygirl" He kissed my neck more and more.

"Fuck s-sammy" I moaned

"You like that babygirl" He kissed me more.

"babe not here with the guys and her are down stairs" He stopped and got up walking to the window. "The Cars are gone and I know your brother left with jack and you parent are in London for 2 weeks. I looked at him bitting my lip knowing it turned him on. "Fuck Babygirl don't do that" I smirked "do what" He walked over to me and started sucking on my neck. "f-fuck babe" I felt the butterflies in my stomach.

"I want you babygirl"

I tugged on sammys shirt telling him to take it off, he pulled it off and slipped his ands in my shirt i started tugging on his pants, he pulled them off i started getting undressed, we were both fully naked.

"As you sure your ready babygirl" I nodded

I helped sammy slip on the condom. I felt him do in, I tried not to yell it felt so fucking good "F-Fuck Sammy" I moaned. I looked at him He smirked he started to thrust fast and fast I started letting mones go "Scream my name baby girl"

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I woke up and turned to my side and seen Sammy fast asleep he looked so hot. I looked at my clock it was 8:21pm I tried to get out of sammy grip till I was out I grab Sammy's Shirt "Shit" I was so sore i could barely move. I slowly walked and grab a pair of black undes and walked to the bathroom and turnned on the hot water and put a lush bath and take of my clothes and put my hair in a messy bun laying down in the bath room.

I felt so relax and amazing, after i was sone i slowly got out but sammy tee and a pair or black suspenders i walked out and seen sammy still fast asleep. I turned my AC on and crawled into bed with sammy. He moved and pulled my closer to him i laid my hard on his chest and heard his heart beat. I felt my eyes closed till i was fast asleep in sammy eyes.