~It's alright darling just breathe.~
I see the way people look at me
Ignoring my presence
They see I may be nothing like them
So, they move on with their lives
Not giving me a nice hello
Or even a goodbye
Feeling so invisible
Some days, I wish I could scream and shout
Show them what I'm all about
But I know I can't until the day comes
The day I finally decide
To free the other half of me from inside
'Cause it hurts so much to feel this way everyday
I want to show them
But I just can't
It's not me
It's not me
It's not me
I wish every day it could be that way
But it never will be
I've been trying so hard since I decided to try to find myself
When will people actually see me?
When will people actually want to get to know me?
Sure, I have friends...
But do they really know what I go through every day?
And even if they did...
Would they really understand?
I fight this internal battle with myself
Never feeling like I'm ever going to win
Maybe I'm going insane
No, that can't be it
I would have screamed
People walk by me without a glance
I know I'm complaining about how they don't see me
People say I need to try on my own
What am I supposed to do?
I'm shy dontcha know?
I'm that weird quiet girl in the corner
Why can't they understand
I'm not like them
But maybe
Just one day I will open up
Maybe I'll explode
Who knows?
I'll I know is that
I'm the shy girl
I can't help it
I've been different my whole life
Can't you see it?
But maybe if you actually came around to know this girl
You'll notice I'm not that different from you after all
And if I am
Deal with it
'Cause if you judge me for who I am
Then you'll be missing out
I just hope you stay around long enough
Too understand that I may be different
But I'm still a living, breathing person
So Deal With It
Shine Always, JJ
@ShinealwaysJJ
