Woke up to their voices
Calling out my name
They make me feel worthless
I am drowning in shame.
Scratching and clawing at the little
Life left inside of me
Spitting at my dreams
I wish they would just let me be
If I kill myself
I will be a coward
But it's okay
If they kill me everyday.
Now I am a little volcano
Of insecurities and doubts
Paranoid as hell
I see my own shadow and shout
Immune to happiness
And friends with fear
They have silenced me long ago
I am all alone in here.
