Our Immortal Love

chapter 4

i didn't look at him i feel like if i look at him any minute i will break down and cry infront of him instead i look at the sky...after being friends with him and knowing alot of things about him and his family i never expect this to happen i thought were okay but no i was wrong maybe i shouldn't have feelings for him remember franchesca 'nobody is good enough for him' i remember what the girl said but then i don't know maybe the only right thing to do is avoid him..i hope it will work.. okay here goes nothing..

"Ches-"before may masabi pa siya sinabatan ko na

"sana sinabi mo nalang na ayaw mo akong maging friend, para d nako umasa na magiging mabait kana sakin and that i will have a friend like you"sabi ko without looking at him

"hindi ko naman sinasadya na sabihin yun eh"sabi niya

"pero wala eh nasabi mo at ang mas masakit pa parang sinasadya mo"this time nakatingin nako sakanya na may namumuo na luha sa gilid ng mata ko

"I'm sorry i didn't mean to say that,maybe i was a stupid jerk to say that to the most beautiful girl i've ever seen"sabi niya pero this time nakatingin siya sakin sa mga mata ko

"alam mo di mo naman kailangan sabihin yan eh para mapagaan ang loob ko"sabi ko

"please chesca this time i mean it"sabi niya

"GAGO KABA PARA GAWIN MO SAKIN TOH, ALAM MO BANG MAY IBANG DAHIL KUNG BAKIT AKO NASAKTAN AT DAHIL YUN DITO"sabay turo sa puso ko, DAHIL PAG PALAGI KANG ANDYAN SA TABI KO PARANG GUSTONG LUMABAS SA LAKAS NG TIBOK PERO ANG TANGA KO PARA UMASA SAYO NA GANUN DIN ANG NARARAMDAMAN MO SAKIN KASI KAHIT ANONG SAKIT NA SALITA KAHIT ANONG SABIHIN MO NA BAGAY GAMIT YANG MALAMIG NA BOSES MO KAHIT GUSTO KONG MAKALIMUTAN TONG NARARAMDAMAN KO SAYO DI KO MAGAWA PERO SASABIHIN KO SAYO TOH OA NA KUNG OA PERO GANUN TALAGA YUNG NARAMDAMAN KO"sigaw ko sakanya wala nakong paki kung malaman ma niya tong nararamdaman ko dahil ngayon yung nararamdaman ko lang ay puro sakit...at wala narin akong pake kung makita niya pa akong umiiyak.....

"TANGA KA RIN BA PARA DI MO MAKITA ANG NARARAMDAMAN KO SAYO HA,SA TINGIN MO BA HINDI KA MAHALAGA SAKEN,TANGNA NAMAN OH CHESCA SA TINGIN MO BA MAGAALALA AKO SAYO KUNG DI RIN NAMAN KITA GUSTOG MAGING KAIBIGAN...KASI NOONG UNA PALANG KITANG NAKITA SA STARBUCKS MAY NARAMDAMAN AKONG HINDI KO PA NARARAMDAMAN SA IBA,EWAN KO BA KAHIT GUSTO KITANG KALIMUTAN DI KO MAGAWA,KASI NUNG UNA PALANG NA NAKITA AT NAHAWAKAN KITA AYAW NA KITANG PAKAWALAN PA."SABI NAMAN NIYA SAKEN

"okay cge tutal gusto naman nating kalimutan ang isa't isa iiwasan na kita."sabi ko sakanya

"chesca naman oh"sabi niya sabay hawak sa kamay ko..."diba sabi ni professor dapat lagi tayong magkasama....please naman pagusapan nalang natin toh"sabi naman niya

"para saan pa Daniel..."sabi ko ...."para masaktan nanaman ako"sabay tingin ko sakanya

"Chesca-"sabi niya pero di ko na siya pinatapos

"wag na muna...i need time to think Daniel"sabi ko

"fine ganyan naman yung gusto mo diba for your information okay lang akong hindi maging friends sayo ganito nalang pag sa school kunware okay tayo pero pag tayo tayo lang walang kikibo satin...isa pa hindi ko naman kawalan ng isang kaibigan kasi hindi ka naman importante eh"sabi niya pero aaminin ko nasaktan parin ako kaya lalo akong hindi tumigin sakanya at umiyak.."and try to learn how to give others a second chance"sabi niya pa

"hindi mo kasi alam eh"sabi ko...."hindi mo kasi alam yung sakit na naramdaman ko nung nagbigay ako ng second chance"i sobbed "may rason naman ako dun don't worry"sabi ko pa

"eh yun naman pala eh so ganun naman di naman pala masakit mawalan ng kaibigan dahil di pa kita masyadong kilala"sabi niya at sa sinabi niyang yun tumakbo ako palabas ng umiiyak at nag decide na umuwi nalang muna.

Daniel's P.O.V
ako naman ito tanga parin hinayaan ko lang siyang tumakbo hangang wala na siya sa paningin ko i feel something na gusto kong malaman when she told me that she has a reason kung bakit di siya or mahirap sakanya ang magbigay ng second chance.....AISHHHHH what did that girl do to me ever since i met her i had no strenght to stay away from her...ughhhhh this is so frustrating what if kung sundan ko siya and humingi ng tawad okay naba sakanya yun...no she won't let it go easily...uhmmmm...i'll follow her nalang...i stood up and run but when she's on my side i saw the person i hate the most hugging her while she is crying....shitttt this is all my fault if i should've been a jerk to her she wouldn't be with that fake,stupid,playboy and backstabber person......but before i could turn around i saw him stick his fangs out and getting ready to bite chesca......