First Love

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Next Day

Taehyung

Right now I am watching the most beautiful creature on the earth that is Jeon Jungkook. Jungkook is choosing his clothes with a frown on his beautiful face ,I have never seen a person looking so beautiful with a frown. Before I went to Army everyday I used see Jungkook doing funny stuff in his room and he used to look so adorable. I missed seeing him. Jungkook went to his bathroom after choosing red sweat shirt and black jeans and I turn around and sat on my bed. I can see Jungkook's room from my room but he can't see mine. Haha one of the perk to have a room on second floor. He is so grown up now, last I saw him he was shorter than me but I guess now he is equal to my height.

When I was coming back yesterday I wished to see him and somehow I knew he will be waiting for me. He used to always follow me to the school and I purposely never glanced back at him because I knew if I ever turned back and looked at him than I'll become weak. So I never looked back at him but at school when he wasn't paying attention to me I used stare at him. When we first moved in this neighborhood I wasn't happy but when I got to know Jungkook stays next door I was happy. I mean really happy I was on cloud 9 that my crush stays next door. Somehow his following me, staring at me made a place for him in my heart. I used to long for his stare, I was that much in love with him but I never had courage to talk to him, even yesterday when he smiled at me I turned around because I knew if I smiled back at him than I won't be able to control myself from going towards him and hug him. I missed him so much. I didn't even see him for full fucking 3 yrs . Damn, I so wanted to hug him but my dad was on door step so I went in. Ignoring him always had hurt me and yesterday was no different.

My cell phone started ringing and when I saw who was calling I groaned in frustration.

"What?Jimin?" Jimin is my boyfriend even though I don't love him, I am with him because my parents want me to be.Firstly I used him to distract me from Jungkook and his thought but that didn't last long. I always had thoughts of Jungkook even when I was in army.
It was hard for me to leave him here though we were not in relation. I was scared that what will happen if somebody takes him away from me? So I didn't wanted to leave him here but had no choice and left for army for 3 yrs and God knows how much I missed him, his smiles, his eyes everything about him every single day of that 3 yrs.
Yeah I know I am crazy that I love a boy to whom I didn't even talk once. But he is my first love how can I let him go?
Jimin is still talking but I am not able to understand what he is talking about.

"Tae?Tae are you even listening?" He yelled from other side.

"YAY!! don't yell I am listening okay? Why did you call ?" By hearing only his voice I get annoyed. He is so annoying plus he always clings to me like how a baby koala clings to his mother koala, never giving me space to even breath and whenever I tell him that we should break up, he just threatens me to tell my parents that I like Jungkook. Yeah he knows that I like Jungkook, I don't know how but he knows. Whenever I used to ask him how he got to know he used to just smile. I just can't stand him. He knows everything than also he wants to be with me. He is seriously a crazy bitch. "Irritating Bastard" I muttered in low voice so that he can't hear me.

"I am coming at your place. Be ready we are going on date" saying that he disconnected the call not even waited for me to reply because he knew I can't deny him, even though I want to deny him. Crazy Bastard that he is he will blackmail me as always. I laid back on my bed staring at ceiling thinking why at the first place I agreed to date this guy. Yeah I know because I was an idiot who wanted to forget his first love. PABO.

Jimin was with me in army and he was also son of my parent's friend. So my parents forced me to be in relation with him so that his parents will my parents in their business. Yeah they traded their only son for their fucking business. What a life I am bless with.Wow.

I just hate my life I can't do anything of my choice. I wanted to date Jungkook ever since I laid my eyes on him but can't due to our fucking families hatred . Aishh! why it has to be hatred between our families. I wish atleast once I get to hold Jungkook. I want to feel him, wanna see his bunny smile again, wanna keep my head in his lap. Aish!! Taehyung get a grip you can't have him stop dreaming things like this because this dream will never come true.

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