So I was thinkin, you know my full of alot of shit why not write about it on wattpad. so here i am writing my ramblings ferociously to a computer. I've been thinkin about alot of things lately. mostly my love life, its pretty much just a really complicated bitch right now. You see life is like a toy store, you see all these things you want but in all truth you get what you get and you dont throw a fit. Now my ignorant dumbass self is still stuck with me wondering why the Fuck i cant have what i want. not to seem like a stuck up asshole though. you see i have a borderline obsession with a girl i really love and want more than anything in life, but at the same time im dating a girl who i like and honestly really likes me.<-- Define pickle.
And she hasn't even had her first kiss. i dont want to take that from her if i dont really truly mean it. things are already tangled up with the constant bullying and shit so why do i need this in my life. god i feel like SHIT. Whats the point of having a life it sucks. its a good thing i didnt take my medication or there would be more than one suicidal inuendo. aaaanyways im done rabling for today so ill talk to you guys later. by :[
