Sweet Addictions, Drugs and You

Prologue

"All the pretty stars, shine for you my love."

Prologue
When Hell Began

"Why did you lie to me?" He asked simply. His eyes burning into mine. His brown eyes had darken, so much emotion. My heart swelled up and it felt like a shot to my chest. I closed my eyes and breathed out, please lord help me.

I opened my mouth, but the only thing that came out was silence. Tears started coming down his face, I was screaming inside begging him to stop, but my eyes went ice cold. My blue eyes had darken. I felt it, I wanted to reach out and hug him but this wall I had just created wouldn't let me.

"Charlotte, you really wanna do this right now? You're being fucking pathetic you really lied to my fucking face and said you stopped taking pills and stopped smoking weed. You lied to me." Hunter screamed, he was furious. That's when I popped, I couldn't take it. I cried I let the tears pour out. He opened his mouth to say something. But nothing came out. Now it was his turn his eyes had turned cold. He got up, simply didn't say a word and left out the door slamming it to let me know he was angry he wanted me to know he was fucking furious with me.

Any other person would've said 'well maybe I should stop". But no, not me I looked at that pill bottle and with no regret, I took about five pills.

High as fuck, easing the pain away.

I fell in a restless sleep, I was use to talking about five pills each day, it was my sweet escape and my addiction.

When I fell asleep on the floor, I was starting to have dreams of the day I promised, the day that led up to this.

He kissed the pain away, we've have been off and on for God knows how long, we were each other's addiction. We couldn't stay away, every time we would try to get with someone else jealously would take over us, and it didn't work.

"Baby, please stop the pills and smoking. I care about you too god damn much, don't do this to me." Hunter held my hand, tears sprinkled in those beautiful brown eyes.

"I'll stop I promise." I lied through my teeth, he didn't seem to notice.

A smile spreads across his lips, he gently pecks my lips and I melt all over again. My legs felt weak, but they were strong enough to be holding me up.

"Now let's go and listen to Lana Del Rey, we can go for a drive babycakes." Hunter whispered against my lips, he knew exactly what I needed. He lead me to his car and he put on my favorite song from her.

Honeymoon.

I smiled and started softly singing the words. He looked over and looked back at the road. He had major heart eyes for me, and I had major heart eyes for him.

After awhile, we ended up at McDonald's, my favorite place in the whole world.

He ordered me a large fry and a strawberry ice cream sundae.

Silence. We didn't exactly say anything we honestly just enjoyed each other's company. But so much guilt filled inside of me, I couldn't stop. Once pain came over me, I did want I wanted to feel better.

He squeezed my hand. So much passion in his eyes. I smiled gently.

"Are you finished honey? We can leave now it's getting kind of late." He said quietly.

"Can you hold me tonight? Please." I said I felt weak and stupid for asking but I needed it tonight.

"Of course. I'll sleep over, would you like that?" He smirked, I laughed loudly but trying to quiet down.

"You don't have to be quiet, you're cute." He smiled brightly.

We drove home with Lana singing in the background, I felt so peaceful, for the first time in days.

Once we got home, I changed into some shorts and one of his hoodies that I managed to keep. Once he recognized the hoodie, he smirked.

"Hmm so I see you managed to steal one of my hoodies, were you ever planning to give it back or at least tell me?" He questioned I blushed in embarrassment.

I finally climbed in bed and he took me in his arms, within minutes I fell asleep.

But like any other story it's best if we start from the beginning.