Curb Stomped My Heart // Ambrollins

Telling The Truth

Seth's POV:

I woke up to someone grazing my arm. I turned to my side to see that Dean was sleeping, with his arm slightly moving, while his arms  wrapped around my hips. I then quickly jumped, and fell off the bed. I made a pretty loud sound, so I would assume Dean would wake up, but he didn't. I then stood up, but when I did I started to feel really dizzy, like I needed to throw up.
     
"Curse you alcohol." I whispered to myself, while running out of the room trying to find the bathroom.
    
When I found the bathroom I almost didn't make it, but thank god I did.

Dean's POV:

I woke up to Seth running to the bathroom. I knew he was gonna regret drinking last night. I then got up, and made my way over to the bathroom. Once I was in the doorway of the bathroom I saw Seth hunched over the toilet, gagging. I sighed and walked over to him. When I walked over to Seth, I sat down on the side of the tub, and started to rub his back.
     
"Um....Hi." Seth said flushing the toilet."
   
"Hi ba- Seth." I said correcting myself before I said baby.

I then grabbed a towel and wiped off Seth's mouth.
   
"Thanks Dean." He said giving a weak smile. "Could you tell me why I'm at your house, and why you had your arm wrapped around my waist when I woke up?" He asked, trying to stand up.

All I could do is smile. I couldn't find any words to say. Like how can you tell your ex that you love him. I was just mesmerized by his beautiful chocolate brown eyes.

"Uh.....Dean? You there?" He asked slightly shaking my shoulder.

"Yes baby, I'm here." I said, blushing.

"Huh? Did you just call me baby?" He asked, showing a little smile.

Shit! I called him baby! He is going to fucking hate me! He always thought I was playing with his emotions. But this time I'm for real. I love Seth Fucking Rollins, and I made a huge mistake of letting him go the first time.  I thought, still looking at Seth.

"Hello? Dean? Are you gonna answer me?" He asked snapping his fingers in front of me.

I then immediately started to think of what I should say. I then decided I would explain everything, and tell him I love him still.

"Yes Seth. I called you baby, and I mean it. I still love you. I never should of have let you go, and I'm so sorry that I caused all this pain on you. I love you so much. I'm such an idiot to think that I didn't need you. I was so fucking wrong to think that. I've been depressed ever since I let you go. I never stopped loving you. You are my light at the end of the tunnel. I need you in my life to make me happy. I love you Seth!" I said tearing up, as I saw Seth with his mouth a little bit open.

I was just about to apologize, but was stopped by Seth crashing his lips into mine. I immediately kissed him back. I longed for his touch again, and I'm so grateful that I got that back. Once we broke the kiss I looked at Seth, and smiled.

"I love you so much Dean! I never want to lose you again!" He replied, Seth tears starting to flow down his cheeks.

I then immediately wiped away the tears.

"Seth baby I'm never gonna let you go again. I love you so much, and please don't cry. Your too beautiful to cry." I said, grabbing his hand, and rubbing it.

"Okay and please don't leave me. I was on the edge of killing myself." He said looking straight into my eyes.

"I know I saw your arm at the bar. It broke my heart to see that, and I know that I caused it, and also losing your job." I said, rolling up his sleeves, and started to kiss each scar, and cut.

"I'm sorry. It was so painful over the months after I lost you, and my job." He said weakly frowning.

"Trust me you will never lose me again, and I will get your job back." I said kissing his cheek.

He then blushed, and had a smile on his face.

" I love you so much! Thank you!" He replied kissing me all over my face.

I chuckled a little, and gave him a kiss on his lips.

"I love you so much more!" I said, smiling. So, what do you want to do all day, now that we are back together?" I asked looking eyes with him.

"Could we watch movies, and snuggle all day, until we need to eat dinner?" He asked with a blush forming on his cheeks.

"Oh course baby." I said, with so much love.

As I said that, Seth and I headed back into my room, and got back under the blankets and immediately cuddled up to each other, with me having my arms wrapped around his waist, and his head on my chest, with his arms wrapped around my waist as well.

After we got comfortable I grabbed the remote off my shelf that was next to me, and turned on the TV going to Netflix. Within a couple minutes Seth and I settled with watching Comedy movies all day. Once the movie The Proposal started I whispered into Seth's ear.

"I love you." I whispered in his ear.

"I love you so much more." He replied.

I smiled, and tighten my grip on Seth a little bit more. I then continued to watch the movie with Seth.

TBC......