Finn held me on my bed, holding on tight.
"Finn... can I tell you something?" I whisper into his chest. He nods. "I've been feeling really... depressed lately." He loosens his grip and looks me in my eyes with worry.
"Baby, what do you mean?" I felt tears forming in my eyes so I look away.
"I don't feel like I belong on the planet. I feel like I was the one who put you in jail and I've been having so much guilt and..." I shut my eyes, letting the tears fall.
"Fiona, if you weren't here, I don't know what I would do. It's not your fault. At all. Please don't ever think that." He whispers. I break down crying.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I made you go to jail. I'm sorry I had to be such a pain. I'm sorry I... I hurt myself." I didn't bother to keep quiet.
"Baby... No." He speaks with a tone of voice as if he lost somebody. "You hurt yourself?" I nod.
"I'm sorry." I pulled up the sleeve of my sweater to reveal cuts all up and down my arm.
Finn gently grabbed my wrists and examined the wounds, looking at them with tears in his eyes.
"F-Fiona." He doesn't look away. It seemed as if he couldn't look away.
"I felt so alone. I locked myself in my room crying and screaming until I couldn't take it anymore." He finally looked up into my eyes.
"Fiona. I love you. Okay?" I nod. "I don't know what I'm going to do with myself if you were gone for good." He pulled me into a tight hug.
At least five minutes went by of us holding each other until I heard whispering outside of my door. I stand up and open it, only to see the man I hated with all of my guts.
"Fiona." Hank says with a smile of simpathy. I give him a sharp stare and look at mom.
"What.... WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING HERE?!?!!" I had never cussed in front of my mom before.
"Fiona, he needs a place to stay for the next couple of nights. I thought mayb-" I cut her off by walking away and out the door, out of the house.
Not knowing where to go, I head to the closest place. Angela's house.
I ring the doorbell.
"Just a second!" I hear her voice from the other side. She opens the door and looks at me in surprise. "Fiona? Come in, please." I nod and enter the house.
"Hank is back." I sat on her couch.
"Oh god!" She gasps, sitting next to me and rubbing my back. "I'm so so sorry. Is there anything I can do to help?" I shake my head in response.
"I haven't really been the best lately."
"Yeah, I can't remember the last time I saw you at school. All of your Whovian friends miss you, but I think I miss you the most." She hugs my side.
"How could you do that to me Angie? How could you turn Finn in like that?" I don't hug her back.
"I... I..." was all she could get out.
"Oh that's right. You're in love with me." I spat out with tears.
"Fiona, I've had feelings for you for long time. I... I was jealous. What I did was wrong and I regret it. I'm sorry." She lowers her head.
