I woke up with red eyes ( thanks to douche pants for making me cry ) I went to my changing room and got scared for a moment , wild nest on my hair wait that's my hair , red puffy eyes , chapped lips , growling tummy , yeah that was me after two days of the break up and that douche pants does not have the slightest idea af how badly he had hurt me . I want to kick him so hard that he would not have any kids in the future ,
I completely ignored that douche that day, I took a long bath n was back in my shorts n my dad's old sweatshirt, honestly I love these clothes , killing myself was better than wearing jeans at home , home is the only place wher I can look ugly n feel comfortable.
That douche broke my heart so bad that I was afraid if it will fix again , I spent the whole day away from Internet with my family so that I can ignore him , this boy will be the death of me . But I still had to face him . I got up late in the morning which gave me only 30 minutes to get ready in the morning it's all happening because of that douche , i took 5 minutes to brush and take a bath , I tied my hair into a poney tail
I packed my bag n had just a glass of milk in the morning .
His seat is just in front of my seat , I entered my class , did not look towards him even once . He kept on annoying me by poking me or moving my seat again and again .
I took the permission and the class out pass n ran to the washroom n cried my heart out . I went home n fell into the bed of my wonderland without having my food but I have to face him again in the evening .
I got up n changed my clothes , I was wearing a blue check shirt with white denim shorts, I tied my hair into a fish tail and I was ready for facing that stupid hideous lizard . After the class ended we were the only two waiting for our parents to talk to us n I was silent , he started talking and I acted as if I was ignoring him but how could I , n you know what the worst part is , being the stupid I am I melt after seeing that smile on his face which is the best thing he has ,
I could not resist anymore n I said it was okay but on one condition that this stupid idiotic act should not be parformed by him for anyone n not only me
The next day I asked him that who is the unlucky girl he likes and he said that he likes my bestfriend Lucy hail . And then reality struck me , he had to have liked her how could he not ? She is the prettiest girl in our grade , if you take a group of 5 boys 4 of them would have a crush on her but it was not her fault , she is beautiful inside out and helps me so much , she does not even care about her self respect and fights for me . But I was not jealous of her or angry on AGUSTUS , love just happens it's not your fault ho you like , it's out of our control .
There was one person I was annoyed of and that was myself , how stupid can I be to like him.
The next week was spent thinking that I'm ugly , I'm not tall , I'm stupid etc etc
I love him so much that the password off my phone was his name
N the stupid reality is that even if he tries to hurt me again in the future in any way , I will still love him .
You know the people say that u will always love someone you really love until the gods open the gates of heaven for you and if you stopped loving them you never really loved them , in my case I have to wait for the gods to open up the gates of heaven for me to stop loving him but I don't think that death will stop me king me love him
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A/N : hey people don't hate me because this is my first book ever , I have not written anything in my entire life , if you want to give me suggestions the ways to communicate with me are in my bio ,thanks for reading ❤️
STAI LEGGENDO
FALLING AGAIN ( not edited)
Teen FictionThere was a good girl and there was a good boy Both of them have been friends for 16 years of their life Meet Mia who loved her best friend Agustus, one day Gus told her that he had a crush on her too so they started a relationship in two days he...
