"Bad Boy" Circus

Rooftop Lunch

Next think I know it's lunch time I get up out of my seat and Jungkook walks up to me. Out of the other members Jungkook is the only one that doesn't annoy me as much.

"Mandy why don't you have luch with me?" He smiles.

"I'm sorry Jungkook I would but I can't be around the others I hope you can understand." I smile at him and he looks down.

"Why don't we go eat lunch on the roof no one goes up there." He smiles big.

"I don't know we might get in trouble." I look at Taeyoen sitting with Vernon who is surrounded by girls. "Well I guess it can't hur-"

"Yay!" Before I know it I'm cut off and he grabs my hand pulling me up the stairs to the roof. In the background I hear girls groaning as we disappear.

"Why do you want to eat lunch with me all of a sudden?" I ask him as we sit down on the bench in the shade.

"Suga hyung and Rap mon hyung where mean to you and had no right to do that to you I want to apologize for them and J-hope too. He said mean things about your friend." He looks down disappointed in his hyungs.

"It's OK you don't have to worry." I smile at him. "It doesn't bother me that much anyways I have been through some tough things so that's nothing to me I'll be fine." I lean over and hug him when I hear foot steps coming up the stairs. He hugs me back and I try to pull away, but it's to late the rest of BTS comes up looking for Jungkook

"Jungkook are you up he- well look at this." Suga smiles.

We jump up out of our seats and look at everyone.

"Wow Jungkook never knew you were into noona here and now look at you making a move I don't know weather to be happy or disappointed." Rap mon smiles.

"Leave him alone Namjoon. Let the boy be will you." Jin pulls him back a few. "He is obviously in need of a helping hand that's all now let's go lunch has just begun and there is going to be nothing left for us to buy food."

"And whose fault is it that we don't have any lunch today huh Jin?" Rap mon replies to him.

"Yours because I told you we needed to go to the store." Their voices fade away the more the distance grows between us.

"You guys live together?" I turn at Jungkook seeing how red his face is and he shakes his head no. "Are you ok?"

"Yea I'm fine just a little embarrassed that's all." He smiles softly and I laugh a little to myself

I turn to him and ask. " what did Jin mean when he said you needed a helping hand?"

Jungkook looks at me "Lately I've been feeling abandoned at home I feel like you are the only one I can talk to."

I can't help but feel bad for him in a way I feel like I was abandoned by my parents too to raise my little brother and sister.

"Jungkook" I put my arm around him. "I kind of understand how you feel, but you can't let that get you down." I smile at him. "How about we do something fun tomorrow?"

He smiles and looks up "Yeah, we can go to the park or something like that. Thank you noona..... I mean Mandy."

"It's OK to call me noona." I smile and remember. "Wait Jungkook they said they didn't make any lunch today here have some of mine."

"No its OK plus I don't live with them I technically live alone my parents and hyung work a lot so I'm by myself a lot." He looks down.

"I insist plus I made a lot today I was going to share with Taeyoen but she brought her own lunch." I hand it over to him and he smiles.

"Thank you noona." He starts to eat it then freezes.

"What is it really that bad?" I look at him.

"No its really good noona's cooking is the best better than Jin's!" He stuffs his face and I laugh. His cheeks are so full he looks like a chipmunk.

"Is it really better then Jin's?" I'm surprised at what he said. He nods stuffing more into his mouth.

"Slow down or else you'll choke." I reach for a napkin and whip his face a little and look up.

"What's going on?" Vernon is standing a few feet away from us.

"What do you mean?" I ask confused.

"Taeyoen told me that you don't like them and that they mess with you a lot and here you are on a date at school with one of them." I can see the anger behind his eyes but why? Why is he so mad I don't get it.

"Why are you so angry at this I was just helping him out." I don't get it why is Vernon so concerned about what's going on in my life.

"Because they are the ones who started the rumors that's why! I did some research into it and they are the ones behind it all, yet you still talk and have lunch with them." He looks so angry now bit I can't focus on him or anything.

"Is it true?" I try to hold back the burning sensation of tears in my eyes. "Jungkook is it true you guys started the rumors about my family?"

He hesitates, "We didn't mean for it to hurt you this much we thought we were protecting you back then."

"Why? You caused me so much pain. How could that be any help at all? How could that protect me from what?" I can't hold it back anymore the tears start to come down.

"I'm sorry it was Rap Monster's idea to do it." Jungkook tries to hug me but I get up.

"Do you understand that right now my world is falling apart. You told me it had nothing to do with you. You lied to me." I turn facing the direction the door is about to make a run for it.

"I thought it would help." He looks down.

"And you" I turn to Vernon "are you satisfied that my world just crumbled into small pieces. " I can't hold back the anger and sadness that I have.

"I didn't mean to I thought I was helping." He looks disappointed in himself.

"You thought that would help me." I turn back to Jungkook. "Do you even know what actually happened? My dad died protecting the family he loved so much and my mom is in the hospital for over working. My father is a man who would never do such a thing like that he's too good of a person I'm glad that he doesn't have to be in a world with people like you in it." I run off not letting them say another word.

I pass a group while running down the stairs no doubt it's the group of devils themselves. I hate them with everything I've got.

I continue to run to the place where no one would ever find me a place only I know. I hide inside a small room in the shed of tools for keeping the grounds nice. Only I know of this place I found it a few months back when the rumor first started. I came here to hide and fell through the door.

I curl up into a ball in the corner crying to myself when the bell for lunch rings marking that it is over. I don't want to go to class I don't want to see those people and I don't want them to see me like this ethter. 'Dad I wish you were still here to protect me like you always do I need you right now.' I slowly cry myself to sleep.