The Black Swan

Chapter 8 : School is not bad

It has been a week since that so called meeting, and also might I say the first day of my so called class.

I woke up sighing with my alarm clock going off, I rolled over and turn it off then groaned looking at the picture which is placed beside it, it was a picture of my mother , Pier, Papitto and me together, all of us looked so happy, my mother hugging me tightly while Pier arm is around Papitto . It was one of my best moments of my lives.

 I remember the picture, it was on my mothers birthday and we headed to Disneyland Paris  originally known as the Euro Disney Resort, it is an entertainment resort in Marne-la-Vallée, a new town located 32 km  east of the centre of Paris, and it is also the most visited theme park in all of France and Europe.

 We had so much fun on that day. I also remember the conversation my mother and I had. Papitto and Pier when to buy ice-cream for all of us, while I and Mum were seating on the bench waiting for them. we were waiting for the fireworks to happen. we spend the whole day and it was night.

" Violin you know right I won't be around, you know right you must still continue while i watch you in heaven..."

" mama, don't say such a thing, you are getting better, you are strong.." I said to her faking a smile

" hahahhah, oh Violin.. I love you... I had you and Pier, thats the only best gift god can ever give me, promise me something, if anything did ever happened to me.. promise me you will prove to me you will be alright, just like How I did" she said looking at me

" what do you mean mama, like you did.. why are you talking this way to me.." I don't want to talk about this now, we had so much fun.

" No nina.. baby.. please listen... your grandpapa and grandmama... my parents died when I was twenty-two in a car accident, people around of me thought I will be very alone and go to a bad track, but i prove to them wrong, " She smiles, I look at her more confused why is she telling this

"you see Violin, I believe in the land of dead, I do,  all of our family will be there waiting there when their time has comes, so will be mine, and yours really... but before going there Nina, you need to prove to the world what are you capable off, like me.. I prove I can be a violinist and play for the orchestra, I prove I can get pregnant hahahha have a daughter and raise her be a mother, I also prove I can be back with the love of my life and get back with him together , mama really loves Pier you know hahahah... " I smile at her, i know

" I need you to promise to me, I need you to always try and live your life as the best as you can just like I did, I need you to be always brave very brave , its ok to think about me, I always thought about your grandmama and grandpapa always, but never be weak always be strong just like me and go to top of the world, search and make your dreams and ambition to come true, just as how I did, I need you to promise me that you will do the same and prove to me as well and You would do me a great favour knowing that I left raising a hero rather then a coward, remember Violin i'll be always be watching you , even if you can't see me.. I'll be still watching, but it will kill me more if you are sad , if you cry and i cannot be beside you, It would be sad to see you weak when I know I raise you strong" she told , I look at her holding my tears. 

" I promise mama.." I said , she hugged me, I hugged her back tightly , 

that day two things that I found out, one was that the medication is not working for her anymore the fact the whole disneyland thing was a set up, two was that she really did loved Pier. I remember how she hold his hand tightly always kissing him, every time when Pier tears comes out, she always whispers to him to be strong and always whispers to him to be brave. 

couldn't help the tears to come out when thinking about her, making my way to the closet. I looked in my closet and picked up a pair of dark  jeans and a floral print split sleeve top. It looks nice on me, combing my long Blonde hair , grabbing my white jeans beg where i already packed my pencil case and note book, I started making my way downstairs.