Knowing Me

Happier Things

I do have things in my life that make me happy. I am not always angry, depressed or anxious. There are not a lot of things that make me happy anymore but there are little things.

One thing that makes me happy is my mom. She is so amazing. No matter what I do she is always proud of me. She loves to the end of the world and back. She drives me everywhere I need to go and gets me there on time. She is supportive in everything I do. If I want to try something new she says go for it. She has never asked me to give up anything or not to try anything that I want to. She is the best mother ant child could ever ask for. Even though she has her own problems, she is always there for me no matter what I need. 

Another person that makes me happy is Lauren. She is my best friend. She is always showing me someway that my day could be worse. When I am tired of fighting to keep my head up she is always there with words of encouragement. She has so many issues herself but she is always there for me with whatever it is. She puts all her issues on hold for me so she can help me through something. She always reminds me that she is my family and that her family is my family too, and that they love me too. 

Michael and Nathan are my two closest guy friends. Michael is just an all around funny guy. He always makes me laugh. He says something stupid and I am on the floor dying. Sometimes he says something stupid on  purpose so that I will laugh. He wants to see me smile and if I am not smiling he wants to make me smile. When something happens he is there. Not always right away but he gets to it when he can. Sometimes I wonder why he cares so much. Nathan is really good with technology. When my laptop breaks I take it to him he says, "What did you do now? Did you break it again?" I never actually break it but he always asks anyway. Then he fixes it and gives it back to me when he is done. 

I have other friends that make me happy too.

Music makes me happy. I love the way the beat and the rhythm mash together to make the rhythm section. The way the voices and instruments clash to make harmonies and melodies.  When there is more than one harmony, I like to find the parts and sing them all. I love listening to and analyzing the lyrics of a song. When I can relate to the lyrics of a song, I listen to it a couple times in a row. And then the next day and the next and the next until I get tired of it. Lyrics can have such a powerful impact on the song. I love it! 

Hey guys! Thanks for reading the last chapter! I did not expect anyone to read it. I am still new to this whole thing. Sorry it is not more interesting. Have a great rest of your day! :)