Timeless Katangahan

Realizations

Its been a month
Since you love me
And left me
Broken and empty

It is hard to fight for our love?
It is too late now for us?
How can i trust
If your always makes me jealous

You said to me that you wont leave me
No matter happens
Your always there
To protect and love me

Can we just go back to the old us?
I already miss our late night conversations
And your interrogations
and my investigations
On the realizations
And the reasons

I hope we're going to chase our dreams together
Until we are getting older
And you will be a father
And i will be a mother

The closure between us is gone
Are you done
Of hurting me time by time?
Is it just a game?

I believe that relationship that full of lies
Is just a shits
And friendship is more better
And its will make us closer
To each other :)
Until we grow older
I hope we are together

Im going to love you no matter happens
I am a fool for loving you too much?
Ah,maybe im going to accept in the way how you accept
Don't cha worry
Ill be fine soon
Even the moon
See how much i love you

We are going to the out of town trip someday
And ill be with you everyday
Im going to think you day by day
And we are going to party every friday,
Go on a dinner date every saturday
And go tov the church every sunday

We are now friends
And it will never ends
Im not going to leave you
No matter happens
Ill stay on your side
As much as i can
Even i know that im going to get hurt
But if someday there will be a person who will makes you happier more

And makes you laugh more
And love you more than i do
Im going behind you
And lets you to be happy
But if she hurt you
I will stay by your side
And take care of you
Thats how much i love you

During the days you left me
I cried every night
And keep reminiscing the past
Those days im with you
And were so happy

But now?im broken
Im afraid to fall again
To trust again
I dont even trust myself
I lose my self confidence
I think no one loves me
No one likes me
No one will stay on my side
No one will makes me smile
Except you

Everyday or everytime that your talking or chatting with me
I tried to be nice
I tried to forget all the pain you brought on me
I tried to talk to you like nothing is happen

I tried to forget you
But what the fvck
I cant
I cant move on
Every single minute i feel the pain

Im not perfect
I have mistakes
Im not pretty
Or even sexy
Im not your dream girl

Im just the idiot girl
Who loves a person doesnt care on her feelings
I miss you a lot

Siguro nga tama sila hindi naman kailangang maging kayo agad para masabi mo na mahal mo siya
Kayo nga,puro away naman
Kayo nga,puro selosan lang naman
Kayo nga puro lokohan lang naman
More pain,less love
Mas maigi pa yung magkaibigan kayo na mas may closure unlike ng relationshit walang pansinan
Naaalala kk yung sinabi mo na kahit para tayong tanga na di nagpapansinan,hinding hindi kita bibitawan
Naiintindihan ko naman eh na di mo na kaya
Na nanahihirapan ka na
Siguro mas mabuti nga yung friendship kase asaran,kulitan

Walang ilangan
Puro bangayan pero di nag iiwanan
Kase sa friendship walang break up walang sakalan
Pero may friendship over
Pero kalimitan sa mga babae yun eh
Unti unti kakayanin ko
Pag aaralan kong tanggapin na di mo ko kayang mahalin pa
Siguro nga kinaawaan mo lang ako eh
Hahaha
I cant explain the pain i feel right now while typing this.
So friends?
Sa love walang infinity yung 8
Siguro sa friendship meron haha
Hmm,siguro tatanggapin ko muna na hindi mo na ko mahal

Ill never forget this date :MARCH 08,2016
Thanks for everything
I love you no matter what happens
I'm  always there for you