Ereri One Shots ~

Dead!LevixEren

Eren POV

Come on skinny love, just last the year. Pour a little salt we were never here.

My shoulders shook as I released a chorus of sobs, Trying to revive my lover from his deep slumber. I knew he would not awake but i could try, couldn't i? "Wake up, Levi come on wake up!" I shouted as i vigorously shook his shoulders, burying my head in his warm neck.

My, my, my, my, my, my, my-my, my-my.... Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.

I tore my eyes away from my lovers skinny form, glancing at the now blood filled sink, i saw a small razor blade resting on the edge, tainted with rust and chrisom liquid which once flowed through my angels veins.

I tell my love to wreck it all, cut out all the ropes and let me fall. My, my, my, my my, my, my-my, my-my...

My eyes now glance down once again to my black haired beauty, shivering as the wind blows in from the window. I gasp as my eyes trail down to his pale and fragile wrists, many gashes are displayed, several crossing the over.

Right in the moment this orders tall, and i told you to be patient, and i told to be fine...

"Why Levi? I would have helped you if i had known!" I drop my head, salty tears now running down my tanned skin, from my once bright glistening eyes. This was my fault, if i had just known. "God dammit, Levi!" I bury my head once again within his neck, smelling his scent once more.

And i told you to be balanced, and i told you to be kind. And in the morning ill be with you...

Shaking my head i brought Levi closer to me, engulfing him with in my arms. "I told you, forever you and me. I promised on our wedding day!" I took his left hand, shakily removing his golden wedding band placing it on the chain around my neck. "Im coming for you levi!"

But it will be a different kind, cause ill be holding all the tickets and you'll be holding all the fines....

Reluctantly i removed my arms from Levi's small form and reached up to the sink, where the razor that kissed my lovers pale skin was placed. I wrapped my fingers around the handle, placing it on the tiled floor besides me.

Come on skinny love, what happened here, suckle on the hope in light brassieres...

I let Levi fall on the floor as i stood, removing myself from the room which my lover chose to end his life in. I walked through the halls, passing the picture frames. I stopped at the one which held the picture on mine and Levis wedding day. Our eyes held such hope, where did i go wrong?

My, my, my, my, my, my, my-my, my-my, sullen load is full, so slow on the split...

"Come on eren, your gonna be late to your wedding!" Armin shouted as i ran out of the hotel, checking my tie was in place, and my blazer jacket was done up correctly. I dove into the car, sitting next to a grinning Armin, a scowling Mikasa and an ecstatic Hanji. My wedding day and she was happier then me. Pfft just cause her ships real.

And i told you to be patient, and i told you to be fine, and i told you balanced, and i told you to be kind...

The car soon arrived at the church which was surrounded by flowers and portrayed in front of a beautiful blue sky, a few light clouds dotted around. I rushed out of the car and ran down the pavement as Hanjj, Armin and Mikasa tried desperately to slow me down. I stopped as i reached the entrance of the church, Mikasa went in first, Hanji soon after then Armin. I took a deep breath and linked arms with Erwin, who was giving me away.

And now all your love is wasted, then who the hell was i?...

We walked down the aisle, slowly as the piano played skinny love,
the song myself and Levi first danced too at prom. I looked up for the first time since entering to church and there stood the love of my life. His perfect black hair styled in his usual flawless undercut, his face contained its blank stare but his grey eyes held hope and love.

'Cause now im breaking at the bridges, and at the end of all your lines....

I whipped my face as i walked further, stopping at the entrance to Levi's study, i opened the door shakily. Making my way to his pristine desk i spotted a note resting on top of my lovers favorite hat. I picked it up quickly and began reading.

Who will love you? Who will fight? And who will fall far behind?...

Dear Eren,
If your reading this i believe i died, if not why are you in my study, brat?

Anyway, if it is the fact i passed i have one request, dont be sad, okay? I dont want you to mourn me i want you to live your life. I love you with my whole being, soul and mind.

Your blaming yourself I bet, when you shouldn't. It was my choice to end my life, i had reasons, so many reasons. I needed to die, in order for you to be happy.

I want my brat to be happy. I dont think i made you happy, i was more of a problem then your lover. I will forever remember you, my Eren.

Love, forever yours Levi, Rivalle Jaeger.

Come on skinny love, my, my, my, my, my, my, my-my, my-my....

I shook my head, "Levi, i was beyond happy with you. Just cause you were an old grump doesn't mean i wasnt happy." I took ahold of his hat and inhaled his scent before taking a piece of lined paper from his draw and a pen i began writing as my hand shook ever so slightly.

Dear Armin,

I'm dead. To be blunt, and I am happy about it because this way I can be with my love forever. Dont miss me okay? Live your life with Erwin make me an uncle.

I will miss you, brother. I love you, all of you Hanji, Mikasa, Erwin, Mike, Jean, Marco...all of them. Tell them i said goodbye.

Goodbye your friend,
Eren Jaeger.

My, my, my, my, my, my, my-my, my-my.....

I placed the note on the desk next to Levi's and walked back to the bathroom where Levi lay, lifeless and cold. I sat down and placed Levi's head in my lap and quickly picked up the razor. I brought to my left wrist and cut, deep and quick. It stung and chrisom liquid began to trickle down my arm, i then took the razor in my left hand and placed it against my right wrist and sliced.

"Im coming, my skinny love!" With that it all faded into darkness and a bright white light engulfed me. I saw a figure standing a hand outstretched to me, I began staring until i could pick out distinct features and there stood my angel, my love, my whole life Levi Ackerman. The person i breathed for, the very person i lived for. "Welcome home, my precious." Levi's hand took mine and brought me into a tight embrace.