9:00pm

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There are days when solitude seems like my only friend
Company too far away to reach
I hide under the blanket of fears I made
And I watch the world slowly move before me
Like I'm watching a movie of my life
But I am no longer the main character
I watch a better version of me
The version I wish I could be
And I smile at all her little jokes
And gaze at her face wishing I could look somewhat like her
I am the audience to my own film screening
But I can't remember when I bought the ticket
It seems like so long ago I was starring in it
Now I'm sitting on the sidelines wanting to go home
There are days when the character turns around to look at me
As if seeing me there for the first time
And with disgust in her eyes
She shatters the mirror
Never wanting to see me staring back
And I can't blame her
At night the actors take a final bow
Before blowing a kiss
And exiting the stage
She is the last face I see
And for a moment I swear she looks at me
No longer disgusted
She is still like a frozen image
The movie has ended for today
And I am the last person in the movie theatre
The curtains have closed and I'm left all alone
Company too far away to reach
I sit in solitude as I wait for tomorrow.

A/N:
Haven't updated in ages sorry.
Currently running a blog on tumblr full of poetry if anyone wants to check it out: i-forgot-i-wrote-poetry

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