Just Hold On We're Going Home

Hi my name is Deanna Im not your average girl , Im from North Carolina I moved to Brooklyn New York to pursue my career of being a Tattoo artist. Did I mention I have a daughter? Her name is Kayla , I love her so much shes my life. She wasnt happy about moving to New York , she loves the South. But anyway when I was 17 I was raped by my bestfriend I had known him for years but I didnt know he had love for me. He was the perfect friend I told him everything all my secrets , I mean everything I really loved him as a brother until October 3rd ,

[Flashback]

It was nice that day the sun was out but It was still chilly a little bit , I went to his house he had told me he had something to tell me I was so curious on what it was so left my house and went straight to his house when I pulles in his Driveway I got a weird ass feeling , it was like something was telling me not to go in there. But hey it was my bestfriend what could possibly go wrong ? I got out my car and went to his door step I knocked on the door , he answered,

"Hey Deanna whats up?" Brian said In his usual happy tone

"Whats up Brian , what did you have to tell me" I said curious as fuck

"Come with me to my room" he said

The worst thing I ever did in my life was go to his room. I followed him to his room , boy did he have a nice house. He opened his door and he sat on his bed he motioned me to come sit beside him on his ....bed. What could go wrong it was my bestfriend.

"So Deanna , you know I love you right?" He said

"Umm, yeah uhh Brian I love you to" I said akwardly

"no I mean I love you like I wanna wife you up yaa mean?"he said

"Umm , Brian dude were just friends calm down"

"Deanna I dont think I can hold my emotions in any longer"

"Brian , we're friends thats all I wanna be with you"

"Deanna please be my girlfriend"

"No Brian"

Big mistake.

"SHIT DEANNA ALL I GET IS FUCKING REJECTION, IM TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT , I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING LOVED"

"Brian I do love you , as a bestfriend"

"YOU KNOW WHAT DEANNA FUCK YOU , YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THE I MEAN BY ME WANTING TO BE LOVED" He yelled

Where the fuck was his parents?

"Brian quit yelling calm yo ass down , its not that serious" I said trying to remain calm

"BITCH SHUT YO ASS UP I AINT CALMING SHIT DOWN"

Fuck it im going off

"BITCH WHO THE FUCK YOU CALLING A BITCH , YOU NEED TO SIT YO CRAZY ASS DOWN AND CHILL THE FUCK OUT YO FORREAL YOU ACTING CRAZY"

After I said that everything went wrong , He slapped me I got up and fought back I hope he didnt expect to hit me and not get hit back , my mom aint raise me to punk out hell no fuck that, I punched that bitch in the face but it didnt seem to phase him after all he is like 6'3 and he does play football so hes pretty tough. He pushed me back on his bed I struggled to get up and leave things were getting bad. He someone how took off my pants I tried kicking him and hitting him but I was pinned down I couldnt pick his weight up next thing I know , he takes his pants and underwear off , I got up and ran for my life he grabbed me by my hair and literally drugg me back to his bed. I now had no pants on and was pinned down on his bed with him on top of me. He slapped me and told me not to fight it because it was going to happen anyway , he forced 'Himself' inside of 'Me' I ust sat there and cried and cried I didnt picture him doing anything like this. He told me to shut up but I couldnt dl anything but cry he punched me so hard I blacked out.

I dont remember anything else after I blacked out , but when I woke up , I was on the side of a rode . My legs hurt bad. I had a bad headache . Where was I ? I walked a little futher until I saw a street sign I called my mom and told her to come pick me up on old mill road . It took her an hour to get here but when she got here , only thing I could do was cry in her arms she could tell I was hurt right away I dont know if it were the bruises or me crying out of no where cause I hardly cry. I had a feeling she knew what was wrong but she took me home and helped me get washed up and gave me something to eat , we sat in her room and talked about what had happened I cried in her arms for what seemed like forever . I know by him raping me would mean I would get pregnant , but im 17 im not ready for a baby .

9 months later

"PUSH !!! " I heared from the doctor

I pushed harder , and harder to get my little girl out .

Until , I heard crying , she was here finally , I held her for what seemed like forever , I finally have my baby girl !

[End Of Flashback]

"Momma momma can me have some cereal" my little girl Kayla said to me

"Sure baby , your babysitter is supposed to be here soon I have to get to work"

"When mommy come home can her bring me ice cream?" Kayla asked , she was so adorable when she talked , she had the curliest hair ever her eyes hazle her skin light just like mine and her smile , her smile was beautiful.

"Sure baby I'll bring you some" I answered

I got done fixing her some ice cream then I heard my doorbell ring I answered the door it was Shannon the baby sitter , she was the first person I met in Brooklyn, she was very nice she was the fucking coolest.

"Hey Shannon" I said welcoming her into my house

"Whats up? Girl you on your way to work?" She said in her New York accent

"Yeah girl I gotta make my papa for my little one"

"Iight you better get going" she said

I left my house took the subway to Harlem . I had to walk a block then I enter my job everybody there was nice I thought all New Yorkers were mean ? Guess not.

"Hey Deanna" everybody said in unison

"Hello guys"

I know this sounds weird but I like working with all boys , theyre all like my brothers and plus it no drama only drama is whos art work is better , but other then that its none .

I went to my work station and I started to draw the OVO owl , after all I did love Drake he was the fucking best rap artist his music soothes me and relaxes my mind. He be that nigga.

"Hey Deanna , I know how much you like drake so , I got us a pair of tickets to see his concert wanna go?" Charles one of my co workers asked me

"Are you kidding me hell yeah I wanna go" I responded

"Its tonight at 8:00"

"Damn I almost forgot my baby sitter leaves my daughter at 6:30"

"Craig will watch her" charles said

"Hell yeah I love kids" Craig yelled from across the tattoo shop.

"Well then I guess ill go"

"ill pick you up from your house then"

And that was that .