You see me as a happy joyful person everyday. And yeah, those are real happy moments. But those are the moments where I forget the thing that holds me back, my jealousy. My jealously of others and my anger for unfairness. Its so high almost everyday I come home remembering a negative moment. And I always say to myself "Don't give up you cant still win her heart", but I've hold on for to long and its to strong for me to keep on. So I gave up and hopefully one day everyone would realize.
🙏Hehe Im back
