The Killer Within (A Future Diary Fanfic)

Chapter 10: Muku

Aoyama's POV

Monday March 21th, 7:00 AM

School started again today, but I really didn't feel like going. I haven't left Bairoette's room since the day after she died, the day after I talked to my parents.

Boy was that such a depressing day.

I sat up in Bairoette's bed and shut off the alarm before looking around, seeing all my stuff moved in here. I know it seems weird, but Bairoette's room is the only thing left that I have of her.

"Aoyama, breakfast is ready." I heard Mrs.Fujioka call. I sighed lightly before getting out of bed.

"Coming Mrs. Fujioka!" I replied, quickly running to the bathroom and brushing my teeth before dressing into a pair of blue jean shorts and a light lavender tank top and slipping on my usual gray converses with purple laces.

I went downstairs to see Mrs.Fujioka staring at a picture of Baiorette when she was little. I could hear small sniffles as Mrs.Fujioka wiped away the tears that dared to fall. I bit my lip before looking away.

Sighing, I went over to the table and ate the breakfast that was on the plate before me in silence. Once I finished I put my plate in the sink, washing it and setting it in the dish rack.

Before I left, I ran over to Mrs.Fujioka and gave her a hug, which she gladly returned. It felt like ten minutes before she pulled away and smiled softly, "Thank you, Aoyama. I needed that."

I smiled back, "You're welcome. Have a good day, Mrs. Fujioka." With that, I turned and headed out the door.

I kept my head down, looking at my diary as my bangs shadowed my face. I decided that I was going to completely shut out everything and only focus on finishing this survival game.

I heard shouts around me, telling me to watch where I'm going or calling me ugly names. I tightened the grip on my phone, thinking to myself 'Would it be so bad to just kill everyone?' A grin appeared on my lips but it slowly disappeared as I shook my head. Damn these crazy emotions.

I finally made it to the school steps just as rain started to fall. Great.

I walked up the steps and inside the highschool, instantly hearing soft whispers and murmurs. I noticed that everyone was looking at me.

"Look how awful she looks. See the bags under her eyes?"

"Do you think she'll kill herself?"

"Her best friend did die after all. Now she's all lonely."

"She may be smart but she's a creep."

"Damn I'd bang her so hard."

I cringed when I heard that.

"Poor Aoyama. Losing her parents then her sister now her best friend? I honestly feel bad for her."

"What's she all depressed about? I mean it's just Bairoette who died, not someone important."

I narrowed my eyes at the person who said that. How dare they say that about her. I felt myself reach into my pocket and grip my knife before relaxing when a hand was placed on my shoulder. I looked over and saw Suki, her face full of worry as she just shook her head. I sighed. She's right, it's not worth it.