Intro-
I'm desperate, for love, from my own mother, from the guy I love, hi my name is Rebecca States, I have course black hair, snow white skin and despiration.
Chapter one:to be loved
What its liked to be loved? I wouldn't know, my father left, my mother an alcholholic a needle user, an abuser I'm not loved, I'm the forgotten one, the smelly kid in class, the punching bag. If I were loved, that would be heaven, but for now I can dream. The first day of school, I dread it but suprisingly I got a job so that I can pay for myself to go to school, my worthless mother doesn't even have a job I pay for everything, except I refuse to pay for her drugs! But that's what got me this fat lip so I give her fifty bucks, even though she already steals my money. Sometimes I want to turn her in but I'm scared they'll take me away from her,I mean she is my mother. Time for school.
Chapter two: School
"Wow you actually came back to school" is what I heard as I was pushed into a senior. I was about to say sorry when he turned around and looked at me, it was not a familiar face though he must be new, he has the deepest dark brown eyes, the perfect skin tone, even the perfect breathing pattern, when I noticed how long ive been staring I snapped out of it and he said,''Stare, much?'' I could feel my face turn red, I apologized, and ran to my first class. OMG! I felt like I was gonna die! the new kid that I stared at for to long sat next to me in my first class, he even smells perfect! His name is...................
