Want You Back (one direction/cher lloyd fanfic)

Chapter 2

*2 Months Later*

I was sitting on my bed writing probably my 15th sad break-up song. Yea I know I'm pathetic. But Harry was my first real love my first kiss..... And he just broke up with me like it was nothing! like what the hell!?!?!?!?! I haven't left my house since and the only person I talk to is Cher. I never get dressed I stay in the same thing,Leggings Or Sweatpants, his sweatshirt, sports bras, and fuzzy slippers. As for my hair, a messy bun.(Outfit Pic On The Side)

As I was writing the chorus to my new song the doorbell rang. I groaned getting up looking through the peephole seeing Louis standing there. huh weird. I haven't talked to him since me and Harry broke up even though we were best friends. After we broke up he never made an effort to talk to me again. But the stupid person I am decided to open the door anyway.

"Hey Char!" He greeted excitedly like he just won the lottery

"What do u want Louis" I replied coldly, I mean how would you feel if your best friend left u when u needed him most?

"Look Char I'm so sorry that I stopped talking to you, Harry made us promise to not come near u anymore but I just couldnt stay away I missed you to much CharBear." He Stated.

"I missed you to LouBear." I stated standing on my tippy toes hugging him.

"Same old short Char." He said laughing.

"Oh Shut Up." I said lightly punching his arm. "No do u wanna come inside, but if u do I must warn u its hideous!" I exclaimed. walking inside him high on my heels.

"Oh my god Char what happened!" he yelled.

"When Haz broke up with me I just went into depression I guess always writing break up songs. Moping around. Hell I haven't dressed up or left the house since that night." I explained, letting a couple of tears slip.

"Awe come here Charbear!" He said opening his arms. And like the weak person I am ran into his arms and cry ed on his shoulder. When I finished crying I stood up and wiped mg eyes.

"Can I Hear one of your songs?" he questioned.

"Most of them are crappy but I just finished one that I think is pretty OK, so sure why not" I stated grabbing my lyrics and sitting at my piano "Come sit next to my Lou." I said while organizing my lyrics. "OK its called Perfect. so yea here I go."(The song is going to be Perfect by Hedley BEST SONG EVER{hehe se what I did there} bur yea were gonna pretend she wrote Kay glad were good)

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise.I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes.Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize Its worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lie.And as long as I can feel you holding on. I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong.I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my personality?Making every kind of slience, It takes a lot to realize Its worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lie.And as long as I can feel you holding on. I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong.I know that I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my personality?When you're caught in a lie, and you got nothing to hide, When you got nowhere to run, and you got nothing inside.It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me, you thought that you knew..I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my personality?I'm not perfect but I keep trying cause that's what I said I would do from the start.I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave. Was it something I said or just my, just myself?Just myself? Myself? Just myself?I'm not perfect, but I keep trying.l sang tears falling freely as I finished.

"Oh my god Char that song was amazing." Lou shouted

"Thanks Lou ill be writing a bunch of those about him and his new girlfriend" I whispered.

"Ok im done! Cassie did he break your heart?" he asked me I just shake my head " Did he hurt you!" I shook my head again  

"do you wish that you guys were still together?" I shook my head again "OK the. lets write a song thats going to embarrass him and make him wish he never dumped you but also knows you still love him. and it has to be an upbeat song!" he yelled.

I just nodded as we started working on the song. by the time we were finished it was night time and he had to get going before the boys got suspicious. "Bye Lou" I shouted.

"Bye Shorty" he yelled back. I rolled my eyes at his nickname and shut the door. Now I know what your thinking "Shouldn't she be quiet, aren't the paparazzi gonna hear here?" Well the paps left me alone a long time ago convinced that I was dead cause I never left my house so they just let me be. As I crawled into bed I kept thinking about how I'm going to crush Harry's heart like he did mine. Now I know it sounds cruel but he deserves it. Right Before I fell into a deep slumber, thinking of him.