I throw my coffee cup in the trash and I walk down the street and turn right. I open the creeky gate that leads to it and I sit down my the big tree next to him. In big bold letters its say Nick Grimshaw 2000-2013. He would've been 15 last month, everyone just pretends it's a normal day even though they all know. I start to break down feeling a worldwind of emotions this is all my fault. Everyone changed because of me. I start crying feeling the tears roll of my cheak and onto his grave. People hate me because of this,the biggest mistake I have ever made in my life.
I start to fell droplets on sweater, ofcourse it has to rain at this point in my life. Now I'm just a girl crying in a graveyard while it's raining. I start to shake I know I'm going to get sick but I don't care. I have need to let this out whatever this emotion I'm feeling.
All of a sudden I hear the gate open and a boy I have been waiting for walks in. "Oh J I'm so sorry I didn't want to move its just-" it's ok I understand,"I say even thought I clearly don't. "But Blake what am I going to do we are always together we are there for each other," I try to say while I uncontrollably keep crying. Blake hugs me tight, knowing it's what I needed. This is one of the reasons why I love Blake (obviously in a cousin way) he knows what I need even when I don't express it.
After a while we both get up and decide to just take a chill day, and he comes to my
house.
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Non-FictionWord-Perfect Definition-entirely without any flaws, defects, or shortcomings Synonyms-impeccable, faultless People say that I'm perfect that I'm impeccable and faultless but in reality I'm not. One thing I hate is judgy people and that's all they do...