Mine

chapter 14 - The question

Nicole's POV

It's been months...

Months of pretending.. months with blake.. everyday we grew closer and closer the arrange marriage was cut off when my parents believed on our act, i was so happy.. but half of me is sad, sad because now.. we have to cut out the act, we have to fake breakup.. ill miss his bickering.. his smirks.. his smile.. his laugh.. his warmth..

I'll miss him

I'll miss every single bit of him

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"Wake up, sleeping duckling!!" What the fuck?! Who the hell yells at you and hitting a pan with a spatula to wake you up?! Oh yeah! Thats it! You know him! Mr. Dickhead a.k.a Blake conners

"I swear blake if you won't stop that shit i will cut your head of" i groaned and put pillows at my face

And then he stopped, minutes later... i thought he walked out of my room but no

I peeked at my pillow and there it was his gorgeous face beside the pillow grinning like a mad lady

And here i was falling to the floor with a loud thud and a laughing blake at my sight

"What the hell blake?! You better run out!"

And with that he stormed out of my room, i stand up streching my back.. ughh I'll kill him

You can't you love him to much my head said

I sat on the edge of my bed, my head in my hands

Yeah you heardnit right i love him.. as you can read above this is the day we are breaking up.. which is the worst day of my fucking life.. i love him! Ok?! I love him to much it hurts letting him go! I love him to much it hurts to know that all of what he has done these months are just for the act! I love him so much it hurts like fucking hell

But i have to let him go, i know he still wants to be free with his bachelor life.. to fuck who ever he wants and to be-

"Hey.. cupcake, you alright?" I looked at blake.. he is infront of me, kneeling..

"H-huh?" I stuttered while he just cupped my cheeks and gently brush of my tears with his thumb

"Why are you crying? Is everything ok? Is it because i woke you up to early? Im sorry i just wanted to have brea-" i stopped him by putting my finger on his lips

"No, its not your fault.. your too innocent and im fine" i said laughing sadly making the mood lighter

"No, you aren't 'ok' there is something wrong nicole i can feel it" he said gentlh stroking my cheeks with his fingers and looking at me in the eyes "tell me... please.."

"I-i l-l-l-o" i stuttered

"No need to be nervous im here"

"I love you, fuck" i whispered

I felt him froze, and i just looked down.. i knew he doesn't love me back, i always knew.. im so dum-

"I love you to nicole.. i love you so damn much it hurts" he said and he leaned his forehead into mine..

He.. he loves me

He love me!!!

"Ok lets cut the act.. i dont want to act anymore nicole, im tired of acting" he said coldly, way to ruin the moment! "Cause i wanted it to be real.. because i cant stand whenever we go out boys kept on oggling at you, i cant stand that every time we meet your parents .. the sweetness is all just an act, now i wanted it to be true i want you nicole.. just for me and only for me.. so will you Nicole Francesca Willows be my TRUE and REAL girlfriend? Be Mine?" He said i was there shocked "i know this isn't romantic, i mean.. im proposing inside of the bedroom" he said chuckling

"Yes.." i mumbled

"What is that i didn't quite heard it" he said teasing me

"I said yes!" I said

"Can't hear yah!" He said cuping his ear

"Yes!!! Yes!!! Yes!!!" I shouted and he grinned at me and cupped my cheeks

"You just made me the luckiest guy in the universe, cupcake.. I love you" he said, it made my heart melt

Cliché isn't it?

"Well then.. shout it out to the world'' i said smirking at him

He leaned closer and closer to me until his lips are just a centimeter away and whispered

"I Love You Nicole Francesca Willows"

"I said shout it out to the world, not whisper it to me"

"You are my world" he said.. awwww.. my heart beats triple times

"First of all i said shout not whisper and second.. when did you get so cheesy?" i said giggling a little

"Well i can't have your eardrums damaged, right? And i love cheese"

"RIGHT... I love you to Blake Xavier Conner"

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Rightttttttt, ok.. ok im the bad guy.. i surrender

SORRY FOR UPDATING AFTER A MILLENNIUM

😂😂 heyy dont judge im just enjoying summer for a bit

But again im so sorry for updating super slow..
My brain is just slow to think of chapter

LOL

Im so pathetic

Im a fucktard ya i know very much