Alex’s P.O.V
I’m still fucking pissed at what Beau did last night. But I think it would be good for Cecilia to have someone to talk to besides Dani. I haven’t told the girls yet but we re going on tour when they start. I just wanted to spend this time with Cecilia. Suddenly Cecilia ended the conversation with me,
“Alex were you even listening to anything I just said?” She asked looking really hurt. I hate it when people hurt her but when I do it, it’s even worse.
“Yes of course I was babe.” I lied. That’s another thing I hate, lying to her.
“Alex why are you lying to me? You never lie.” her voice broke off at the end and I could see tears welling up in her eyes,
“Cecilia-”
“Don’t.” Cecilia clenched her teeth, wow she only did that when she was really hurt. She got up and walked to the toilet.
“Hey man I over heard you and CC talking, you alright bro?” Luke asked as he took over CC’s seat.
“Yeah, I guess, I mean I did lie to her. What do I do?”
CC’s P.O.V
I stepped out of the toilet and stood and looked around. Luke was in my seat talking to Alex so I walked over to where Luke was sitting before and planted myself in his seat not saying a word as I walked past Alex. I looked next to me and I was sitting next to Beau. Great, just great. Tears started welling up in my eyes again. I just put my head in my heads and silently cried.
“CC, are you okay?’” Beau asked in his fucking sexy Australian accent.
“Yea-” My voice croak and I took a second thought. - “No. No, I’m not.”
“Awh babe come here.” He cooed as he pulled me into a hug. Oh My Fucking God, his arms are so muscular! No, snap out of it Cecilia. I didn’t really know that I was still crying until there was a big damp spot on Beau’s shirt.
“Oh my god I’m sorry about your shirt Beau,” I exclaimed trying to wipe it dry.
“It’s okay babe don’t sweat it” He laughed making feel better almost instantaneously. Beau started to lean in and my eyes became wide and frantic when I figured I was too.
“WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH MY GIRLFRIEND?!” Alex yelled,
“Listen, I love her okay? I will tell the whole world about it if I have to!! Who’s idea was it to keep it a secret?” Beau yelled back.
“It was management..........and mine.” Alex said ashamed, looking down. Fuck, why did he have to be so cute?!
“What isn’t CC perfect enough for you that you had to keep her a secret, cause I can tell you right now, if she was my girlfriend I would tell the whole world straight away!” Beau carried on getting angrier.
“Listen asshole, Cecilia loves me!” Alex yelled once again. This scene was staring to frighten me.
“But what if she loves me?” Beau asked now calming a bit.
“CC who do you love?” Jai asked, as he waltzed over to the circle. Everyone was starting to stare as this whole thing unraveled.
“I-I-I love Alex.” I weeped as another tear escaped my eye. Oh I am such a fucking drama queen! I ran back to the toilet and sat down on floor, with my back against the door. I was in a ball rocking back and forth, my mind tangled in webs of thoughts. Soon I heard a knock at the door.
“CC?” A male voice asked, I stood up and opened the door
“Luke?” I asked, my eyebrows knitting together in more confusion.
“Are you okay beautiful” He asked with a small smile. I hugged him tight around his torso area.
“Luke, I’ve fucked up. Alex and Beau are going to hate me forever, I mean I love Alex more than the world! But since Beau I don’t know what to believe. I can’t think when I’m around him. Sure he is attractive and all but I’m with Alex and Beau is just complicating things.” I rambled as I clutched onto his shirt. No tears this time. Just the pain of confusion. Luke was silent, comforting me.
“Are you ready to go back now?” He asked softly, pulling me away to look into his eyes. I just nodded and walked back with Luke. People were still giving strange stares but I tried not to notice them. When we got back to the seats, Jai had moved to my original seat and Beau in his. Luke just lead me back to his place and I sat on his lap with him cradling me. I didn’t know how long we had been in that position but a stewardess came along and told us to put our seat belts on as we were about to land.
A/N
Christ on a bike! Who is CC going to choose?! I know we haven’t updating for about 3 weeks and we are sorry but we have other stories we have to dedicate ourselves to as well. Thank you so much for read! It would be great if you would be able to give us feedback as well and give ideas for the story.
Cheers, Cecilia xx
