Make you wonder.

I trusted you. 

You lied to me.

I had faith in you.

You betrayed me.

I opened up to you.

Yet you never did to me.

I should've seen it.

The signs.The lies.

Its my fault. 

I ignored it all. 

I was happy. 

For once, I had someone with me.

You say you miss me. 

That we're best friends meant to be.

But I wont. 

I will not fall for the words,

The ones I so easily believed.

I numbed the pain. 

I numbed the emptiness.

I numbed the loneliness.

I numbed it all before the tears came, like always.

You wonder why I pushed you away.

"There's more to this than meets the eye," was all I was able to say.

I can't be the same anymore.

They added salt, 

to my wounds, to make it hurt more.

I never chose sides.

I could never even if I tried.

I was afraid, 

I was tired.

Walking away seemed like the easy way out.

I won't say I regret it.

But maybe, if we had tried,

doesn't it make you wonder what could have happened?