He Could Be That Boy (A Fiyeraba Fanfic) -Wicked-

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Wait.. I did know this feeling. Its something I should not be feeling. Ever. No one could ever feel the same for someone like me. I had decided a longtime ago that I was contempt with the idea of loneliness for the rest of my life. And that I would try to fill that with becoming the best student I could be and try to get a future that maybe my father and sister could be proud of me for. Not to fall in love with some.. rich kid. Who was taken by my.. friend.. 

I shook my head as I picked up my bag "Just push it away Elphaba. Don't think about it too much." I thought as I went to start walking in the direction he had gone to. But found myself thinking of the feeling i had when we were together and felt my heart get lighter and faster. A weird fluttery feeling at the thought.

I shook my head again as the picture of Galinda came to mind. "No you can't." I thought as  started to pace between the area he left in and the area we stood before as I started to just think on what happened that would cause me to think this way. But found myself day dreaming about... what might be.

Hands touch, eyes meet.

Sudden Silent. 

I looked down at my hands

Sudden Heat

Hearts leap in a giddy whirl.

He could be that boy, But I'm not that girl.

I adjusted my bag and started to walk back to the school thinking that it was okay to daydream. As long as I kept it to myself and didn't tell anyone about this feeling. Even to nessa.

Don't dream too far. Don't loose sight of

Who you are.

Don't remember that rush of joy.

He could be that bo, I'm not that girl.

I told myself

Every so often we long to steal

to the land of what might have been

but that doesn't soften the ache we feel

when reality sets back in.

I nodded confirming what I had just told myself

Blithe smile, Lithe limb

she who's win some, she wins him.

Gold hair with a gentle curl

that's the girl he chose

and heaven knows

I'm not that girl..

I found myself under a bridge a couple days later, still thinking about fiyero for whatever reason. And I saw both Galinda and Fiyero. They were watching the sunset, shared a romantic kiss before it started raining. I frowned and looked away from the scene.

Don't wish, Don't start

Wishing only wounds the heart.

I wasn't born for the rose and pearl.

I found myself sitting under the bridge as the rain started to come down hard. I thought about Galinda and about how happy she seemed with Fiyero..

There's a girl I know, he loves her.. so.. I'm not.. that girl

((Sorry about that short chapter))