Kiss It Better

01

Robyn Fenty POV.

Smoking for most people helps them relax, puts them on cloud nine, but for me it's a nightmare. It makes me reminisce about my the love of my live, my former lover, my ex. We been together since we were fifteen. He meant a lot to me. He was my first everything. We cared for each other a lot, maybe to much. We had so much to give each other, but never gave it.

My parents claimed we wasn't good for each other, but I never saw it. Maybe we was too good for each other, if you understand what I'm saying. I just wish we were together still, but he choose the hoes and Asian bitch. Only God knows how much I hated her. She ruined everything we had slowly and didn't care. She was so evil, and Christopher was so dumb he couldn't see it.

I just didn't understand, what did I do to not deserve him? Why couldn't we be together? The public and fans wanted us together? We were a cute couple, but we had way too many complications together. We'd argue everyday and it was stressing me out. It was so stressful, I put my career on hold and tried to fix us, but it didn't work. While I was on tour, he called and told me he fell in love with two people. I just remember crying uncontrollably. I was broken for a good year and half. I did low profile modeling and stuff to keep the cash flowing. About six months ago, I started feeling a little better and decided it was time for me to come back with a killer song, and that's when 'Bitch Better Have My Money' was made and released. It was number 1 for a while and now I'm working on my album. It was already finished and ready for my record company to release it.

I felt like this album was going to change lives in some way, touch hearts, and do miracles for people. Doesn't every artist feel that way?

"Riri? Is you alright?" Melissa looked at me weirdly.

Melissa was my best friend. Well she was more like a sister to me than anything. I've know her since high school, and they've been the best years of my life.

"I'm fine, why?" I asked her before inhaling.

I took a long drag from the blunt and looked at her.

"Cause you're not passing the blunt!" She said frustratedly, before snatching the blunt away from me.

"Don't snatch hoe." I rolled my eyes before standing up.

I walked over to my counter and grabbed my Naked juice. I took a sip and closed the juice back up.

"Riri, Tori texted you and said make sure your ready in the morning for your photo shoot." Lissa stated.

"Text her and for puma right?"

She nodded and typed for me, "Ri, we need to get out the house. I want to go clubbing tonight."

"Have you forgotten that I have photo shoot tomorrow morning? I don't do good with hang overs." I disagreed.

She whined at bit, "Bitch, come on. I'll make sure you don't get wasted."

I laughed. Melissa didn't like drinking by herself. She was a social drinker.

"I'll think about it." I reassured.

Clubbing wasn't for me when I had events the next morning. I get a little carried away with drinks, and sometimes I wake up still high.