Thugs Don't Fall In Love

Therapy

Leah POV

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2 weeks later

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It has been two weeks since the whole kidnapping thing. I think i'm doing really well. I haven't been having as much flashbacks so i think i am pretty sane. I don't spaz out anymore but me and Jared have been pretty distant. He's constantly texting and taking care of 'business' but Dwayne only does that two maybe three times a week while he does it two maybe three times a day. I know Dwayne wouldn't work Jared that hard....would he?? I don't think so. Oh well. Dwayne, Rango and all the other boys have been helping me out a lot. A lot more then Jared has actually. Right now he's downstairs, probably texting or some shit like that. I hate the fact that he ignores me. As if i'm not even there. Sometimes i wanna break down and cry because it feels like he doesn't care about me. We haven't kissed or even touched each other in two weeks. He doesn't spend the night here anymore either.

I snapped out of my thoughts and remembered i have a therapy session in a few hours. My therapist says i made remarkable progress and that i can finish the therapy two years earlier them expected. So i have 11 months left. Every day i have a two hour session with him. Yes it's a him. He's about 40 or so and is very handsome. He has a wife and three kids. They are so cute. But yeah, i have to get ready. It's already 11 o'clock.

I got into the shower and washed up. I got out 10 minutes later and put on lotion and brushed my teeth. I walked to my closet and decided to wear high waist acid washed short shorts and a high low black and red shirt. I put on my red hoop earrings and red lip stick with my black flats. I don't wear make up. I grabbed my phone and wallet then walked downstairs. I guessed right. Jared was sitting his ass right there on the couch texting away on that little device of his. Ugh!!
Leah: i'm about to head out.
Jared: kay.
Leah: (mumbles) nigga. He's asking to get slapped
Jared: what?
He didn't even look up.
Leah: i said i'm going out with this boy from school. Okay. Bye
Haha. That got his attention.
Jared: the fuck you mean you going out with a boy from school?
Leah: i mean i am going to hang out with this boy from school after my therapy session
Jared: why???
Leah: because i can
This is the most we have communicated.
Jared: no you can't
Leah: who says?!
Jared: aye! Don't catch a damn attitude Leah!!
Bitch!!
Leah: whatever
Jared: WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST SAY!!!
I flinched. Then heard Dwayne voice.
Dwayne: i don't know who the fuck you are yelling at but it better not be Leah!! I won't hesitate to hurt you Jared!!
Jared: man whatever
He grabbed his keys and phone, then left.
Dwayne: what the hell was that about?
Leah: he said i was catching attitude with him or whatever. Who cares.
Dwayne: oh well he needs to get out whatever has been stuck up his ass for these past two weeks and start acting normal
Leah: that's what i'm saying man!!
Dwayne: anyways you need a ride to the office babydoll?
Leah: yes please
I smiled and we headed out. We got there 20 minutes later so i had 5 minutes to spare.
Dwayne: need me to pick you up?
Leah: no i'm good, a friend from school is gonna come and get me
Dwayne: okay be safe
Leah: you too
I kissed his cheek and got out of the car. What you guys thought i was lying about hanging with a friend from school? Naw. Ever since Jared has been pushing me away i ran in this guy Jamari at school and we've became pretty close. Honestly i think i like him. I've told him everything...EVERYTHING. Yeah i know. I still hang out with Lizzy and Eric though. Nothing has really changed except for me and Jared. I walked into my therapists office and sat down waiting for him. He cam in 10 minutes later.
Dr.Marvel: sorry i am late
Leah: no problem Marvin
Haha. Cool name right? Marvin Marvel.
Marvin: well we have two hours to talk about whatever you would like
Leah: yes. Well ummm like always i would like to talk about Jared and i. Today he yelled at me because supposedly i have caught a attitude with him. He's been blowing up on me a lot lately but this is the first time he actually yelled you know?
Marvin: have you been talking to him? Like old times i guess?? Do you know what's going on in his life right now?
Leah: no. That is why i am so confused. He doesn't wanna talk to me. He ignores me. He is constantly on the phone or leaving to handle business
He doesn't know about the gang stuff of course.
Marvin: i know this might be personal and upsetting but have you ever wondered if he was having an affair or since you guys are just dating, cheating?
Leah: umm no not really. He wouldn't cheat on me....well i think he wouldn't
I started wondering. There were some signs. I just shook the thoughts out of my head.
Marvin: have you two ever been sexually active?
Leah: no.
Marvin: do you know if he is a virgin or not
Leah: yes. He is not a virgin
Marvin: aaaah. Well you see with boys around the age he is they usually have sexual urges. He needs something you are not giving him. Now i don't want to pressure you or worry you but there is a possibility that Mr.Carter is cheating. And by the facts you have been giving me it's possibly true
I sighed and nodded. I didn't wanna think that it's true but i don't believe that it's not. For the extra hour we just sat and joked around.

I really have to think about all of this.

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Yes i know it is super super short but don't judge!!! I have school tomorrow!! Can you guys please wish me luck!!! I'm going to a new school so i have no friends!! Help!

So???

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