My dad is driving and im sitting next to him. My hand are sweaty ( see you in court, sweaty :) and my heart can jump out of my chest any second. " are you alright ?" My dad ask. I take a deep breath and answer his question. " im okay, just nervous" I say, trying to sound nice and shit. "Hey troye, mom and i just want you to be happy okay" he says with tears in his eyes. I nod and look at the road. Do I want to get better ? I mean, im so used to this feeling, I dont wanna lose it, its the only thing I got.
The car stops and my dad let me out of the car. We go inside and a lovely lady with red hair shakes my hand. "nice to meet you troye ! Im alice" I stare at the lady and she smiles at me. she opens the door so I can go into this room with 2 chairs and a huge window. I sit down and she closes the door. I see my dad getting in the car and I'm so scared. "So troye, how are you?" She asks me. First of all, wtf is this for a question ? Second, you want me to say that in 1 hour ? Okay here we go lady ... " I feel fat, all the time. When I look in the mirror, I only see my fat arms and legs and I hate myself. I dont eat anymore and i feel like shit every day. Its physically and mentally desTROYEying ( sorry ) me.
After an hour of talking and crying my dad arrived. She opens the door and i open her front door,"thanks you Alice" i say Alice closes the door. Mhhh, what would this boy struggle with ? I try to forget him and get in the car.
But let me tell you one thing, I never stopped thinking about him.
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