"Haru, what are you doing here?: Makoto asked with a bit of an attitude.
"What do you mean, what am I doing here?" Haru yelled furiously at Makoto.
"You know what I meant Haru. With all this time did you forget what you did to me?" Makoto asked Haru and scowled at him.
"No I haven't forgot, but what I did was a mistake."
"Okay, it was a mistake but did you even think of how it would effect me Haru!" Makoto yelled which a lot of attention towards them. " I have to go. I need to study for my exams. I'm leaving." Makoto said as he fixed his glasses and turned around to leave.
"Makoto!" Haru pleaded as he held onto Makoto's sleeve. "Please don't go, please don't leave me!"
"You know you sound a bit familiar Haru. Just like someone whose heart you broke." Makoto calmly said as he aggressively jerked his arm, and Haru let go.
"Makoto I'm not giving up. I'm not leaving here until I make up for what I did. Anyway I can."
Makoto stood there for a moment. Hearing those words from Haru made his heart feel warm again. He hadnt felt this feeling in a while but it was the feeling that only Haru could make him feel. Even though he loved that feeling he knew he couldn't allow himself to fall back in love with the dude who broke his heart.
"Haru you can try if you please, but I can't forgive you not after what you did to me." Makoto died and walked away from Haru.
"Makoto!" Haru yelled trying to get Makoto to turn around, but his attempt fail.
Makoto knew he couldn't let Haru get close to him again. All this time he felt anger and hatred for Haru because even after all this time he still had feelings for Haru. How can you fell that way towards him after what he did to you? He asked himself. Tears started to fill his as he continued his walk to the train station.
I can't believe him. How could he think he could just show up like that and everything would be okay? I'm not that kind, but still....I still felt my heart race when I was near him. I really can't help the fact that I still love Haru. It's hard for me now. Why did he have to come back? Makoto thought as he walked down the stairs to go wait for the next train.
He shook his head trying to clear his mind. He couldn't just let these thoughts cloud his mind. This was his third year in college and exam were on the horizon. He couldn't let these thoughts stop him from focusing on those things.
Makoto finally made it home and he got his keys out to unlock his door, but he dropped them. Before he could pick them up a hand was already making its way down to pick them up. Makoto slowly raised his head and who it was.
"Haru!" He yelled the keys away from him. He quickly got up and went to put the key in the door.
"Makoto wait!" Haru reached and caught Makoto by the sleeve and he stopped trying to unlock the door.
"No." He said calmly as he snatched his arm away from Haru and put the key in his door.
Haru stood there for a moment as he watched Makoto leave. He couldn't lose him again, not this timem He knew cheating on Makoto was a bad thing, and he wanted Makoto to know that that as a mistake. He couldn't let him slip away not when there's a chance that he could get him back. Haru starred at Makoto and waited for the right moment to do what came to his mind.
As soon as Makoto opened the door Haru tackled him.
"Haru!" Makoto yelled as they both fell to the floor.
Makoto ended up on his back looking into Haru's blue eyes. This reminded him of what they used to have. After almost three years,and happened between them he still loved Haru,but why?
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Stellar Constellations and Marooned Pirate Ships
FanfictionA book mostly composed of boyxboy anime ships. Most of them are my own personal otps some may also be those I've choosen from my followers off of instagram. I hope you enjoy and please don't judge. Just because you don't like yaoi or boyxboy ships d...