Guys I'm sorry I haven't been posting I've been really sad and scared lately and my health comes way before this account and I'm sorry if that sounds rude I've just felt like shit and ugh I don't even know. I promise I'll try to update soon I love you all so much by the way I have state testing next week so I'll try to upload by the end of the week or maybe later tonight and remember that my pms are always open ily alll . -Sarina