Isebella

Thursday

*ɨsɛɮɛʟʟa ɨռ tɦɛ ʍɛɖɨa*
The next day was kind of hard not knowing what Nate left for.
"Was ɨt ʍɛ...... Dɨɖ I ɖօ sօʍɛtɦɨռɢ tօ ʊքsɛt ɦɨʍ....."

My thought filled my Brain til I got to school and there he was .
Him and of course her... His girlfriend. I walked right passed them not knowing what to say.

I was confused and at the same time mad at the world for his choices. (Dɨռɢɢɢɢɢɢ)
It was time for first period.
He opened the door for me and I waited for him to tell me what happened.

He gave me SOME BULLSH*T STORY " FAMILY EMERGENCY..." I felt like I wasn't important and that he didn't care but instead of putting that into words I just said in the sweetest voice," oh its ok don't worry but thank you for coming over" and walked away because I come second to no b***h.

When we sat down I was heated he probably saw the steam coming  out of my ears.
I couldn't focus on what the teacher was saying because my thoughts once again flooded my head like beach water on a full moon.

He had the nerve to ask," can I come over again, this time the right way....single...happy.... Wanting you and having only you on my mind"
Before I could think the words yes flew out of my mouth.
I couldn't take it back because he said are you serious and I didn't want to sound mean because I was mad at him I still liked him .

The school day went by quickly and it was time for him to break up with his girlfriend.
I couldn't be happier .
HE DID IT FINALLY I FELT RELIEF.
I WAS OVERWHELMED WITH JOY.

We walked to my house talking about any and everything .
He made me laugh and before I knew it he picked me up while we where walking down the street until we got to my house and I had to open the door .

When I opened the door he picked me up again and laid me on the couch he started to kiss me in patiently.
He started and got lower to my neck .
He pulled out condoms before I told him no...."I'm a virgin" ..... Let's play a board game or better yet study.

Wait you're lying is what he, said.

" what you think I'm a h*e that f**k anything with 2 legs ....."
"No no I just thought you know you had lost your virginity" he said
I told him what I had heard about him having sex with a lot of girls ..... He said....