I've been gone for a while but I'm back now .
I've moved to Virginia and honestly I hate it .
When I first moved down here I reconnected with my best friend from New York , she introduced me to this guy I've been dealing with for 2 years now . When I first moved down here it was going great getting along with everyone I was kinda liking my new school hanging out with new people .
Now I live with my mom & the her boyfriend who sexually assaulted me ... I know crazy right
End up nothing nobody did anything. So now I'm stuck in a house hold with him .
So it's now 2016 and let's just say my New Year is terrible. I lost my best friend honestly I miss her everyday she was the only person I could go to when I need and shit hurts I guess things weren't meant to be . I lost my boyfriend who I am still trying to get over .
My family going through a stuggle my mom doesn't have a job her boyfriend barely can pay any bills , I've been looking for jobs but I've been out of luck also my moms been in , and out the hospital it sucks to see her go through all that cause deep down I just wanna help her but there's nothing I can do .
I learn the true that my family post to have my back but they don't My sister barely calls me and when I ask her for something so makes
up some excuse & my brother talk about my protecter he's a jerk doesn't care about me every time I ask him for something it's just straight up no but yet can buy his girlfriend Micheal kors
So much just goes on in my life and I don't know how to handle it and I can't talk to anyone
