Where were you?

Chapter 6

It had been 11 months since I had seen Brad, James, Connor and Tristan I was back in London with my mum, dad and little brother Joey. I had thrown my old phone away and got a new one. Nothing could remind me of what happened 13 months ago.

Brad thought I had stopped seeing him because of what happened to the band. It wasn't. I couldn't even bring myself to think about it but I knew I had to tell him.
I reached into my pocket and brought my phone out I had kept his number for important reasons (this was one of them)

Me:I know we haven't spoke in a long time but I need to explain why I left X and send.Joey ran into the room with a confused look on his face he said " mum and dad are arguing again," they always fought there was no stopping them. It was all my fault since I told them all they had done was argue, "just ignore it" I replied.
TING
Brad: well this is a suprise, after 11 months, you ran out on me! We were going so well. I loved you X
This was what made my heart ache him saying he loved me what I did was wrong I'm still trying to get over it.
Me: I can't tell you in person it's just too hard.
He replied ever so quick
Brad: I am really nervous call me.
I called Brad and we spoke for over an hour about what we had been up to, how our lives were going until he finally said "are you going to tell me?" I took a deep breath this was very hard I had only plucked up the courage to tell him 14 month on. But I replied "I'm so sorry, Brad I didn't want things this way we had such a good relationship going and I went ahead and ruined everything"
*silence*
Birmingham : first show of the U.K. Tour 10:30
On the night of your concert at Birmingham I went to James hotel room to say well done, and that he had played amazingly. Connor and Tris were in the room so James pulled the door behind him and said lets walk I was reluctant but finally said ok. I told him that I just wanted to congratulate him on the show, he was staring at me in a way that I felt safe and he smiled "Thankyou it means a lot" he gradually pulled closer and whispered very quietly, he told me that he had a crush on me, for ages, and that he was so jealous of Brad that you got me. I didn't know what to say so I didn't say anything. He leaned in and kissed me I stepped back "wait!" He held his finger up to my mouth and whispered "ssshhh"
Everything happened so quickly next thing I knew we were sat on the bed together talking about things I rolled over and smiled but I felt ashamed because I shouldn't be doing this.

"Wow! Phoenix why did you do this to me I am so angry" Brad shouted from the other end of the phone," I told Brad that wasn't everything he got rather heated but told me to carry on.

James stood up and said
"The thing is I hate Brad, he always has to be the centre of attention and I had enough. If it wasn't for me that band would never have existed and he forgets that! So I made a call to Johnny Radd (manager of New Hope Club) and asked him what he could do!"
I sat up and screamed " WHAT! How could you do his? You ruined his career," I ran out of the room but James ran after me and *pause*
Brad: "and what?"
I saw Connor in the hall way and he smiled cunningly at me like he knew what was going on I got in my car and drove back to our apartment. I couldn't bring myself to terms what had happened that night, I could never tell you. The phone went dead, the world fell silent my whole life was one big bomb, it would set of any moment now and kill everyone I knew. Then there was darkness.