Megan's POV:
Today wasn't a good day. A lot of things happened. Me and Riker have been dating since two years. We are practically 23. He is a really sweet and caring guy but here comes the thing. We were walking around the park together. Just watching the kids laugh and play, mother talking, couples just like us and parents watching their kids play.The weather was really cool, not cold and not hot. Perfect. Butterflies were flying evrywhere. There was a lot of flowers around us. It was a beautiful park. But all of this beautiful things already didn't affect on me. I was still scared and worried. Riker had been acting weird this weeked and I don't have a clue of what the ehck he's thinking about. What if he was cheating on me? What if he is gonna break up with me? Or worse. What if he doesn't feel eny feelings for me? I was just going to explode. This is no healthy at all. Thsi was driving me insane but in a bad way. Riker didn't really say anithing since we got out of the house to the park and so didn't I. I was really lost in my though but it always came to my mind. Riker would never do anything to hurt my feelings. And that ws so true. Then here comes the question that didn't really made up my day at all. The question that made thsi day the worst day of my life. You could say I'm crazy to say that this question is the worst because any girl in this world would like to be with Riker and get to have the chance toget this quetsion. But not for me. He looked up at me and stopped in front of me and staretd talking ''Megan I can't hold this. I don't knowhow I got the guts to ask this but I'm already into this so I'm saying it in one shot. Will you marry me?'' In that moment I got parasyled. Married? We just got together two years ago and I'm not thinking about this for now. Those bad though came bvack to my mind. What if I say yes and then he wil get a divorce? What if we fight? What if then we can't stand each toehrs living together? Whatif I get preganant? What woud my parents say? What if I say no? What if I say yes? In that moment my hand started to shake. I just find myself running away. Running from the future.
To be continued...
