Machine Gun Kelly: What They Don't Tell You

"End of the Road"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYqzOqpPEMQ&feature=youtube_gdata_player

My name is Richard Colson Baker but most of you know me as Machine Gun Kelly. To some I'm an inspiration, to others my music is stupid and pointless. Well here's my back story, the part that no one wants to tell you. For some reason they don't care. All they see is here and now. Lets go back and really find out what happened to me.

¤¤¤¤¤Childhood Memories¤¤¤¤¤

"Richard! Get your stupid ass out here!" I heard my mom calling me. At the moment we live in Egypt. I'm only 4 years old and I already don't like my life. Is it possible for me to have these thoughts at this age? My dad is never around, he works while my mom "takes care of me". Mostly she hits me and calls it disciplining. It hurts me and I hate it! "Richard! I know you hear me calling you boy!" I quickly swallow my spit and run to her. Keeping my head down I quietly say "Sorry mommy, I didn't know where you were" with that she smacks me hard across my face. "Don't fucking lie to me! You knew where I was! Now go get mommy's phone." I hurry and run looking for her phone not wanting her to hit me again. Where did she put it? As soon as I saw it I ran as fast as I could nearly falling and hitting my head. "It's about time! A turtle could have got it faster than you!"

"S-sorry mommy. I didn't know where you put it."

"Get out of my face. I'm tired of looking at your ugly ass."

I don't really know what to do, how to get out of being hit, I just follow her directions and hope. Thats all I have left anymore. I can't let go of the hope beause if I do, I'll come to a stop at the End of the Road.