Our love; Ian and Nina

Memories

Ninas Pov in her journal
I slide out of bed and hit my alarm clock for the 5th time. It's 5:45 why would Julie Plec do this to us. I'm just kidding I love her, the cast and crew. Shooting The Vampire Diaries has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. Work starts at 6:45 so this gives me time to get ready. I have a house in Atlanta for when we shoot it's in a really nice area and I'm close to Ian, Paul well they are basically married, Candice and Kat. So I'll have them over occasionally. Anyways I should get ready now and put down this journal that the crew gave me. Ever since Elena I've been obsessed with journals.
Xo Nina
"Okay Lynx I'm gonna give you your food and then mammas gotta go." Ninas says as she fills Lynxs bowl with cat food. "Bye baby." She kisses it's head. "Bag...bag...bag" Nina mumbles under her breath walking around her living room. She locks her door and gets in the car. She passes by Pauls house seeing him and Phoebe. "Want a ride?" I yell rolling down my window. "No were good I was just going to drive Phoebs to set, I'll see you in a bit." Paul says getting into his car. Nina waves out her window. She walks into the building. "Morning Candice." She hugs her. "Today's gonna be a long day we're filming a lot." Candice warns her as Nina hangs up her coat in her dressing room. "Morning Neens." Kat gives we a hug. Nina walks into the kitchen and grabs a water bottle. "Morning Smolder.....Wesley." Nina throws them water.
After a long day on set.

Ninas Pov
"You girls wanna drop by my house and have a girls night?" I ask Kat and Candice throwing on my jacket. "Yes I've been waiting." Candice says excited. "Meet me at my place on our way home, you guys can sleep over." I say grabbing my purse. "Alright!" Kat says.

*at Ninas house*
The girls jump on the couch. "Okay....gossip." Candice says as they all laugh. "What's new with your lives? Boysss?" Kat asks. "Well you guys know I haven't been with anyone since Ian..." Nina says stirring up memories. "Aw babe....I still see you guys in the tabloids, they just can't give you guys up." Candice says holding her hand. "Everyone thinks we are back together because of our relationship on the show. We broke up for a reason and no one seems to understand. I mean I think there is still feelings there...and yeah filming stirs them all up....and I feel like Damon and Elenas relationship actually reflected ours." Nina says feeling confused. "Aw girly." Kat says rubbing her arm. "I mean damn do I miss looking into his blue eyes." Nina says bitting the inside of her lip looking up at the girls. "Doesn't matter, were supposed to have fun and I'm making this night worse." She looks up to them cracking a fake smile. "Neens you never open up like this...talk to us...we're here for you." Candice says putting Ninas hair behind her ear. "Please Neens we would never tell a soul." Kat says putting a pillow on her stomach to rest her arms on. "You guys sure?" Nina asks. They both nod.

Ninas Pov
"Okay well....of course I miss him...damn do I miss him. I regret ever leaving him. And filming with him is so easy because it's all real every word. Oh and when we kiss I never want to let him go. Why did I ever let him go....I loved him. And.....I think I still do." I say putting my head down as I can feel a single tear drop lands on my cheek. Kat whipes it. "Baby girl you need to talk to him." "Kat I can't...who knows if he's even with someone now....or if he still feels the same." I tell her feeling stupid. "Well that's a chance your going to have to take." Candice say looking into her watery eyes. I put my face into my hands. "Don't cry babe." Kat strokes my head.
I keep my head down and remember some of me and Ians memories. Like the time when he came home from working on a project for ISF. I was on the phone with Candice. I heard the door unlock from my bedroom. "Sorry babe I have to go." I tell her totally forgetting that Ians plane landed. I peeked out of my door and saw the front door open. It was Ian he was finally back. I remember missing him so much it was the first time that we were separated that long. He held out his arms as I ran down the stairs to him. "You're back." I said overjoyed running into his arms wrapping my legs around his waist as he spun us around. He kissed my head and then my lips. "I missed you so much." He told me as I was still on him. I squeezed him never wanting to let go. It....was perfect.
"Nina.....nina." Candice shook me waking me up from day dreaming. "Okay girls night I'm sorry guys." I tell them feeling bad for me acting that way. "Are you kidding....Kat! Your turn. How's everything going?"
The girls talk for the rest of the night and end up falling a sleep on one another on the couch. "Morning." Nina says in a cracking voice waking up to the smell of blueberry pancakes. "Morning!" Kat and Candice say making Ninas plate. "Why did you guys do all of this?" "Because we know you had a rough night and we wanted to treat you to breakfast. "I love you guys." Nina hugs them both. "Oh! And coffee...can't forget coffee." Caroline passes it to her. "You know I can talk to him for you." Kat says. "No no no no no! Please I love you but no." Nina laughs "The last thing I need is for him to think that I still love him." Nina laughs again. "But you do." Kat says. "I know.....but he dormant need to know that. Maybe I'll tell Wesley, he probably knows more things about Ian than I do. And God do I know a lot.... good and the bad." Nina says giggling. "Ew I don't want to know what this conversation is going to turn into but I have to get home back to John. Kat, do you what a ride?" Caroline asks. "Yeah sure." Kat answers her as they both grab their stuff. "Bye girlies." Nina side kisses them both.