(Edited) Chapter 4

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Jinhwan's pov

It feel so awkward walking to school with Hanbin the jerk. But yesterday's event proved me wrong. Maybe he's not that bad. Maybe he's just acting up like one douche bag. I couldn't erase the image from yesterday. The way he rushed towards me when I accidentally cut my finger. The way clean my wound. The way he look into my eyes.

Oh god I must be crazy."Good morning". His voice crack the silent. I just can look at him and smile." Morning. I think you gonna be early today." I told him and keep my focus on road. "So do you". He said." So what's up?" I revert my focus back at him. What did he mean? "Umm you kinda busy shaking your head just now and there's a frown on your face. There must be something bothering you." He said, concern written all over his face.

Silence. 

Silence.

Silence.

Silence.

I shook my head." No. Nothing I'm fine. Nothing's bothering me." He just nodded, I'm glad he didn't force to answer him. He can be quite understanding sometimes." So..... what are you going to do when we get there?" I asked him. Curious of course, it's early.

"Sleep."

"Where?"

"School garden."

"Can I join you?" He stop walking almost immediately. He looked at me. He come closer to me. I feel my heart skip a beat. What he is going to do? Is he going to kiss me? Oh god please no.

Yes? No?

"No."He said and walked away. I just stood there, still calming my damn heart. Gosh that was close one. Whew. I turned my heel back to walk." But I'm bored." I told him once I get back to his side. He stopped again."Whatever." He said and continue walking.

"Is that yes or no?" I asked, giving him my most popular puppy eyes. Instead of getting an answer I get a weird look from him." Umm.... you don't have to make those puppy eyes on me. It's not working."

He walked again. Damn this dude is playing hard to get." How can it not worked on you? It works on everybody." I said pouting." Well clearly it didn't work on me." He denied my statement." Then you must be a cold hearted person." I told him.

I walked in front of him." By the way, I don't a fu*k about your no! I'm still joining you at the school garden!" I shouted at him since he's far behind. Leaving him dumbfounded.

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30 minutes more before the school start. We are sitting next to each other on the small bench. The morning breeze hit my face, sending shivers down my spine. Somehow I like this moment. Our knee sometimes touched.

"You said you wanna sleep." I gave him a 'duh' look on the face and he returned me the same expression." Yes but you are sitting on my 'bed'. How am I suppose to sleep? You tell me?" Speechless I am.

"Oh...sorry..." He make me feel that I'm not wanted. He make me feel that I'm just a stray kitten who followed another cat. I stand and wanting to leave only when he grabbed my wrist and sat me back down." Stay." He said and lay his head on my lap. Oh god. My heart is going to explode.

I look down to my lap. I took this opportunity to study him. His fine jawline. His nose is perfect. And those lips."This is my first time sleeping here with someone else." I look at him. His eyes are closed.

His breathing is calm and peace. He's asleep. I bring my hand to his hair. His hair. It's so soft. I gently ran my fingers through his hair." You're a good boy Hanbin. But why are you being such a jerk." I spoke softly to his sleeping figure.

"Because I don't have any friends." He said while his eyes still closed. I played with his hair." I can be your friend." I said and smile. I know there a big grin plastered on my face right now.

He open his eyes slowly." Will you?". I caressed his cheek and nodded while smile sweetly. He smiled. He... Smiled at me. Oh my heart. It's really going to explode.

My first time seeing his smile. And it's so pretty." Thank you." He said. "Your smile is.... Beautiful." I told him." Is it? But yours is prettier." We just stay in this position for only god knows how long. He look deep into my eyes. He lifted his hand slowly towards my cheek.

I can feel my cheek's on fire. No cheek no! You shouldn't blushed. I mentally face palm myself." Well thank you." He caressed my cheek. His finger left a tingling feeling on my cheek.

I felt myself leaning on his touch. We got ourselves into the staring contest again. I like this staring contest. Why? Because I feel so right.

"Jinhwan...." He broke the silence." Yes?" I asked." Tell me more about yourself." He continued smiling while fiddling with my school uniform. Well that is how 30 minutes before school start.

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Sorry dear readers... I've lost my idea to write this chapter... Sorry again... Hope you enjoy.

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