Unrelatable

Introduction

      I've noticed that most people just seem to have an easy life handed to them. They are born with the knowledge needed in order to obtain popularity and a gossip filled social life. Not that any of that bullshit matters to me anyway. I have learned to just shut yourself out from the drama and focus on yourself. At first I admit it was hard but now I just learn to walk away and isolate myself. This leaves me trapped in the hell that is my own thoughts. Trust me when I say I have been through some deep emotional shit. Now my brains the fucked up place that keeps me trapped in my depressed mental state of mind. Its crazy how that can totally turn around in a snap. One day I will be crying like that will solve all the worlds problems and the next I'm as happy as the bitches that roam the middle school hallways.
      Greendale Middle School is incredibly small. With only fifty students in each grade, it means you've known most of your classmates since kindergarten or possibly preschool. You would expect that everyone was pretty tight and chill. That would only be true in an alternate universe. Instead only the athletes and gossip crowd get the spotlight. Anybody else is neglected and un excepted. I could dedicate so much into ranting about my life but instead I will wrap it all up in one long run-on sentence. I'm depressed, too many people know, I can't escape it, my feeling for a boy I should be over haunt me, the new bitch acts like she has been here since the beginning and is as fake as it gets. Really everything starts when my relationship with AJ began its on again off again and confusing stage. But what really has me enraged now is the day they passed out the flyers for basketball tryouts.