I did remeber the words he said
I'll fight for you until the end
I carved it on my head and heart
It's just that good thing never lasts
He's maybe near but i can't show
My love for him, I hope he know
It breaks my heart when he is happy
I just imagine that i was she
Maybe sometimes he may hurt me
But bruise and wounds could heal immediately
But the pain inside was the hardest to heal
The feeling sort of, i don't want to feel
Life and love sometimes was unfair
The one you love does not even care
But why should he show me some affection?
I know the truth, it's just a flirtation
I tried to leave but i really can't
being her playing doll was what truly meant
Let us just leave this to what fate is
And let my love to slowly decrease
(This is lovely dedicated to him <3 ,. he doesn't even know about this though he already have read it. I love him so much, but he love someone too.)
