ed ✨ larry stylinson au

// 1.4- give me love

maybe tonight i'll call ya',

after my blood turns

into alcohol

"louis,

i'm leaving for college soon

summer really brung us together

and this thing

has really meant something"

he said, and my poor heart throbbed

and it felt pretty bad.

"you cant leave!

this, our adventure just started!

and you just cant!"

i said, practically screaming, not thouroughly thinking out what i said

my head was all over the place,

what was this meaning?

"lou, i said i have to leave

my aunt is making me go

im leaving in a week,

and i'm really sorry,

my aunt is a total jerk

if i got to choose,

i'd stay in your arms

but its not an option

when time falls"

i was mad,

i ran away from the park

and the love of my life

i ran through the woods

through the traffic

to my house.

i told harry everything

i'd ever been through

i told had told him about lottie,

my father,

my mother,

and all of my problems!

from my messed up head

and i let them all just waste away!

i couldn't blame him, although.

i still loved him the most.

but i walked to the bar

and drowned myself in vodka

and my problems never went away.

they only got worse.