100 days of pure pain (ziall)

Day three

Dear Niall,

Every day just gets harder and harder. I don't even know what to do. I try to avoid the guys as much as I can because I feel like a burden to them. So I just tend to go my own way. The fans have been super supportive, I've tried avoiding to go outside so they won't see me and I just don't feel social anymore. That day I found you was the actually the day I broke the engagement off with Perrie. I thought I loved her but after spending so much time with you I started to get mixed feelings. I still remembered that day by heart, I've should of known it was to quiet, but once I say your body emotionless I was in shock. I felt like throwing up, screaming , and crying l, and that's what I did. But I just want you to know that I would of always been there for you, I would have ditched perrie just for you but it was to late you were already gone.

Love,

Zayn ♡

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