"I think we should see other people..."
The worst thing a girl would hear on Christmas Eve.
I didn't really know how I should feel... Should I be sad, devastated or mad.
All I knew that I was stupid. Stupid for actually dating a guy like him.
I obviously didn't want to waste anymore time on him, so I decided I'd reply with a simple "K."
I threw my phone to my wall and buried my face into my pillow.
"WHY?!" I screamed, I didn't even care that my family was here.
I started crying and crying.
My mom came in my room and asked me what was wrong.... I told her everything.
"Honey. You're beautiful, talented and sweet. Don't let any dick get to you."
I nodded, gave her a hug.... and just like that, she left my room, I guess she knew that I needed sometime to think.
There were so many things I would love to tell him-
My thoughts were interrupted by a phone.
It was obviously my phone, so I decided to take a look.
I didn't even mind that my phone was cracked...
Paul: Cool. :-)
Cool. COOL?!
I didn't even think he'd plan on replying.
That asshole.
I cried a few times but I decided, I should stop.
My feelings were just bursting inside of me.
I loved him.... Or so I thought.
I pulled my thoughts a side and drove to Target, I bought myself some movies, candles and food, a lot of food.
I was looking around, touching random items.... Not giving a care.
Before I even knew it, I was on the floor.
Everything I was holding, fell... and did I mention there were a lot?
"Look where you're going." I abruptly say.
I look up and find a gorgeous guy before me.
"Im terribly sorry..."
He takes a glance at all my things and helps me.
"Are you having a feast?"
He laughs, I roll my eyes and give him the cold shoulder, I continue walking to the cashier.
I feel a tap, I turn around to find the same stranger.
"Hey! Hey. Im so sorry. I was being rude, let's start over.... Hi Im Josh." He gives a warm smile.
Im not usually like this.... and he is pretty hot.... so..... I give in.
I sigh, "Im Nicole."