Fear succumbed by rage
Still runs through me making more things strange
I feel remorse and regret
Making harsh words harder to forget
I cannot kick the feeling of pain
To make my life more to gain
I sit here writing my story on so many pages
That will last through the coming of ages
Scarred by pain written on my face
Seeking for knowledge trying to set the pace
Knowing my mysteries cannot win this race
But in this state of longing and despair
Things that are in the past should just stay there!
Caged because of the noose that tightens
Living life in fear that frightens
My pain in this life is mine an mine alone