Forever Yours

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Dear Daddy,

Hi Daddy, I miss you. You know that? I know it's only been a week. Mummy says I will see you again when I'm older.  But i know that's a long ways away. I'm only 9.

Mum says she is okay daddy, but why do she always have wet eyes? I miss your laugh you hugs you kisses all over my face that make it all wet a mushy.

Mum don't make as much for dinner now. And its always silent, no laughter, no talking, You happy voice. Nothing. and it hurt to have to be sitting there with out my daddy and eat in silence.

Mum don't tuck me in at bedtime. She has wet eyes. I miss you tucking me in giving me a big hug and a kiss on my forehead then reading the bear book. Its just so different without you. I don't like it.

Everyone else has a daddy. But mine has left me. I guess god couldn't wait to see you. i just wish he took me to.

Are you having fun? Billy  Jean said when you go to heaven you can do anything you want as long as you happy! Are you happy? 

Have you seen grandma? Mum said she is there too! Tell her i said Hi and i love her!

Sam don't come home very often. but when he is here him and mum are yelling.

Last night he was leaving and he saw me crying in my room. He gave me those hugs you give. I told him i missed you. he misses you to. I didn't want him to leave but he says he needs to go. but he will never ever leave me and he loves me.

I hope you can get mail in heaven! 

Why did you have to leave daddy? I want to be with you.

Well i have to go. i have wet eyes and its hard to write. I love you so much daddy and i miss you to the moon and back 10000 times. I will be with you one day im not sure when but i will. i promiss

Forever yours

Elle. Xx

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