Dec

Therapy

Ant's POV
I was planning on proposing to Dec sometime soon but I'm really worried about how Jackson will take it. He's been trying to get as close to Dec as possible and I might want to think about taking him to a therapist, he's only 5 he can't be inlove with Dec no matter how much he says he is. "Therapist?" Dec says and I nod, "he's confused Dec...he doesn't really want to be your boyfriend!" I exlaim and Dec nods, "he's so young though Ant...what if a therapist is the worst thing for him right now?" Dec is worried and I can understand why but Jack needs help. "Where we going Daddy? Is Decan coming?" Jackson asks as I strap him into his car seat, I nod "Decky is coming buddy...we gotta go see a doctor" he smiles and grabs his sippy cup and goes into his own little world.

"Hello Everyone, I'm Mrs. Bunny" the doctor says coming into the room and Jackson snuggles closer to Dec. Mrs. Bunny was really nice but Jackson didn't seem to care he just stayed close to Dec and sucked on his thumb. "Jackson do you want to talk to me alone?" She asked and Jackson shook his head no, "if you're daddy and Dec leave then we can talk about them in private" she told him and he looked at her "Dec?" He questioned, "yes we can talk about how much you love Dec" she tried to pursuade him and it worked.
Me and Dec watched from behind a tinted window while Mrs. Bunny talked to Jack alone. "So Jackson, tell me about Dec" Jacksons face lit up, Dec was his favourite topic at home and in public. "Dec is pretty and nice and funny and I love him a lot...Daddy loves him to and that makes me upset. Sometimes Dec will cuddle me on the sofa and I'll get really cozy and fall asleep and I'll get to cuddle him for as long as I want but he also cuddles Daddy and I don't like that because they kiss on the lips when they cuddle and Decan will only kiss my cheeks" he confesses and I look at Dec and he doesn't seem that bothered by what Jackson had just said. "Do you not like your daddy when he touches and kisses Dec?" Mrs. Bunny asks and Jackson nods, "I wish Daddy wouldn't kiss Dec...I wish Daddy would understand that I love Decan more than him! Decan and me should get married and not Daddy and Dec." By this point I was really worried, this is sounding really obsessive and possessive and terrifying because Jackson is 5 and shouldn't be having these feelings towards a 40 year old.