I may just cut this short for you.
So..I tried to scream but my voice turned into growling & I had to let the wolf take over. I thought:
"But this is my first transformation, what if I can't control it."
But there is nothing I could've done ir was taking over while I was thinking that.
Finally, my transformation finished I let out a howl and run out my house not knowing what my wolf did that night.
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