Black Star X Kid

Obsession

Black Stars POV

Defeating Kid and surpassing him is defiantly a large goal of mine and to be honest I nerve racking seeing him as a God. I know I can beat him... I know it, yes he's a God but he's not any better then me and I think he would agree. Even seeing him as a worthy partner in combat he's still a friend. One of my best friends, he saved me. It's embarrassing to think back on how bone headed I was, taking everyone on... So stupid making a FOOL out of myself, as Excalibur would say. That fucking twat Excalibur... He gets on my nerve ERGGGG!
But that's not the point... The point is Kid, living with Tsubaki for the past few years has made me realize something... Everyone thinks I'm such a horny guy... But in reality IM JUST THE GREAT BLACK STAR! No... That's not what I'm trying to say here... AHHH Kid... I have to admit the attraction for him. He's pretty damn hot, but he's to strait edged for that. He's a Shinigami after all. I can't imagine him liking guys. Even with Kids obsession for symmetry he's still a God can gods even be gay? (Or bi like me?) Impossible... I still can't stop thinking about him though... Those arms, golden eyes, black hair that covers just the right amount of his face. I just wanna be with him, passionately or even lustfully. Just one night... That's all I need.

Kids POV

Obsession, symmetry... Maybe it's what I'm know for, it's a part of me. There are two types of people at the DWMA, people who treat me like a God or like I'm above others and those who look down upon me and pity me for my obsessive personality. It's disgusts me. Teachers often asking if I'm Ok... Even Sprit asks from time to time. But when it comes down to its boring can be perfect, but it must be balanced. I guess I'm expected to be perfect myself, the perfect boy. Father doesn't even know some of my flaws though, it's quite embarrassing at times. I wish I could
just be emotionless become nothingness... No I can't resort back to that sort of thinking. Black Star never saw me like that tough. He always saw me as a challenger and a friend, odd combination. Brave but big headed such a funny person... So interesting. Immature but mature, a paradox of a certain form. Everything about him is so intriguing. What would father think of me having such thoughts? Disappointment? Anger? No, he's not one to oppose love and neither am I. But he might still feel saddened, not that he'd share it. I won't let my father down... Liking guys... Me? How explain the sensation of wanting own to hold me, wrap his arms around me or pressing my lips against him... Black Star. My friend, what if he knew about my feelings towards him. He'd reject it, the awkwardness... No I can't share. Not to Black Star, not to father. I can't be one to let my emotions rule my thoughts. No one to confide in.