**READ NIGHTMARE FIRST**
I’m Scared.
I am afraid that my dream is slowly coming true.
I have a secret. And Dantay is the only one who knows about it. All those years ago, when I was in England, in that huge house…. And I killed all those people….
I was a Rouge.
After I had killed all those people, and the blood thirsty craze was over, when I realised what I had done. Dantay was the one to come out and help me. He held me down when I was insane, he held me close when I was scared and he turned me back into what I was supposed to be. Back into my old self.
But after I had that dream, things started getting a little weird. A day later, I was in Dantay’s room with him, and we were just sitting on his bed. He wasn’t wearing a shirt (^^). He was slumped against the bed head, and I had my head resting on his chest, whilst talking to Lily on the laptop.
He started to play around with my hair for a bit, making a fake moustache out of it and we laughed a few times.
I put the laptop down for few moments, and Dantay has started to kiss the side my neck, slowly moving up to my ear. I giggled and he sank his fangs gently into my neck, and all this bliss and emotion came running through me. After he finished, all the endorphins slowly took control of me. I was pushed into a seriously happy mood. I was sort of high. I went on the Laptop for a minute and was talking to lily in some happy way for no reason, then she told me to get off and have fun with D. so I did ^^.
He kissed my throat, moving up to my chin, and then his lips finally found mine. The craze was overtaken by lust, and I kissed him back, hard. I shoved him up against the bed head, fiercely, and tangled my legs over his torso, wrapping them tightly around him. My hands slid into his jet black hair, and his hands were on my waste, sliding up under my shirt. He lifted his neck and held it against the bed head, and kissed it all the way down to his shoulder. My fangs came out, and I pulled back slightly to see where I was going to bite.
And that’s when it happened.
When I looked at his neck, there was blood everywhere, and it looked exactly like it did in the dream, skin pale, flesh ripped out, and there was blood on my hands. His blood. I screamed and fell back, rolling of the bed and onto the floor, hitting my shoulder against the bedside table. I looked back up the bed and Dantay was leant over, staring at me with wide eyes. His image flickered from the bloody pale mess to his olive completion, his eyes were their normal bright emerald green, and they looked worried.
“What’s wrong, what is it?” his voice was the tiniest bit shaky.
“You- y-your neck.. it was just like…” I could hear it in my own voice, terror was surging through my body almost as if I was vibrating. “It looked like it had in my dream…”
His eyes fell slightly, and then he took off from the bed, picking me up from the floor as he carried me back to that bathroom. I ended up telling Lily what had happened, and she said I was just a little shaken up from the dream, I would be fine.
Later on, Stefan knocked on the door, and came in. he was about to speak when I lunged off the bed, and tackled him out of the room. I shoved him into the railing of the stairs, and he didn’t know what hit him. I had taken him by surprise. I shoved him to the floor, then I lunged at him again. We rolled down the stairs, and into the lounge, where I had him pinned to the floor. As soon as I was about to bite him, everything sort of stopped. I was released from the trance just as Dantay had raced down and grabbed me by the waist. He took me back, over to the wall and turned around so I faced him while Andrew had appeared out of nowhere along with Emily to help Stefan. I lifted a hand to my face and tears streamed my cheeks. I noticed I had multiple cuts and sudden bruises on me, from when I had tackled Stef downstairs.
Dantay looked down to me, his expression unreadable. I looked into his eyes with mine, and they must have been pretty scared because he embraced me in a bear hug, holding me tightly and telling me it was ok. But I knew it wasn’t. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Em and Andrew taking Stefan into the kitchen. They had taken off his shirt, and I saw how many cuts he had. He had a few bruises and one big one, on the right side of his chest, near his shoulder. I squeezed my eyes shut hoping that it was all just a stupid dream, but when I opened my eyes, I was still in Dantay’s bear hug, pressed up slightly to the wall.
I went back upstairs and told Lil what had happened, and she immediately told me to get Dantay to lock me in the cellar downstairs. I abided . D didn’t want me to go in the cellar but I told him that it was the safest way for now. So I went in with the laptop. Later on, Stefan came to the cellar bars and sort of stared at me, thinking of what to say.
“You don’t have to say anything. Its my Fault, I’m so sorry, I have no idea what came over me” I was sitting in the darkest corner of the room, with my knees to my chest, and my voice was only Just level.
“Yes.. well.. you did sort of scare me I guess. But I mean, it was rude of me to barge in” said Stefan.
“No, it wasn’t rude. You knocked.”
He chuckled a bit, and walked off. Later on Dantay wanted me to come out of the cellar but I refused. So he ended up bringing food in for me that night. I finally came out to go to bed.
D and I laid side by side, staring at the ceiling.
“What happened with you today..” his voice was soft but still concerned.
“I don’t know… and I don’t ever want it to happen again.”
We sat there in silence for another minute or two, then I spoke again.
“Dantay. Rouges have a saying. Once a rouge alwa-“ he cut me off by finishing the sentence.
“ always a rouge. You are not a rouge Trinity. And you never will be, because I won’t let you become that again.”
I felt tears welling in my eyes. I looked at him, turning my head to the side, and he did too. I moved up onto my side a bit, and he leaned in to kiss me. I kissed him for a few seconds, then pulled back.
I sent my arms beside his head, and I was on top of him like that.
“Dantay I need you to promise me something.”
He was silent, still processing what I was doing.
“ when I do become a rouge.” He cut me off again.
“If. If you become a rouge.” His voice was saddened at what I had said.
“If I become a rouge,” I paused. “If I do, please. You have to promise me something”
He hesitated for a moment.
“What is it..” I could tell he knew what I was about to say.
“ I want you to promise me that you’ll be the one to kill me.” I knew it was going to be hard for him, and I knew it wold hurt him, but it was right. He had to be the one to kill me.
“What- No! I am not going to kill you, nor is anyone else. We’ll do what we did before, we’ll turn you back!” his voice was so frantic, it was starting to rise slightly.
I shook my head, a tear escaping my eye.
“There’s no turning back. Not this time. Please. Promise me you will.”
I could feel his heart race slightly, and even though it was dark, I could see a hint of a tear in his eye.
After moments of silence, he spoke gain.
“It doesn’t have to be this way…”
“Yes. It does. I’m sorry, but we can’t control what’s happening to me. Look, I don’t want it anymore then you do, but you don’t understand. You have to kill me if I become a rouge. I would rather be dead then one of those monsters.”
He nodded after a minute of hesitation, and I rolled off him, onto my side, facing the wall. He slid an arm over me and we fell asleep like that.
