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jackson ft. mark // got7 // angst

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Your POV

"Wake up boys" I say yawning as I entered their dorm. I was kept overtime last night since my co-worker had an injury. They groan and cover their face as I open the blinds and turn off the lights.

"C'mon guys it's time t-AHH!" I scream getting cut off by Mark grabbing me down. Why must my best friend love to cuddle me! Ughh, he is just lucky Jackson is not in the room or he would have been pis-. Oh shit. He's sleeping on the ground. "What are you doing?" Jackson said getting up with a tired and pissed face. "Jackson, Y/N just came back from work!" Mark said placing me on the bed for me to sleep, and left. Jackson flashed a fake smile and slammed the door as soon as Mark was out of sight.

"WHAT WERE YOU DOING WITH MARK?" Jackson yelled walking back and forth across the room. He was running his fingers through his hair. Anxiousness showed but he hid it with anger. "Chill, he always does that babe" I said wrapping my arms around his neck, embracing him into a hug.

Jackson quickly pushed me away onto the ground. I hit my head on the ground causing me to lose conscious.

Jackson's POV

NO. OH MY GOD. I DID NOT MEAN TO. I shook Y/N trying to wake her up. Tears formed in my eyes and I began yelling "HYUNG! HUUNG, Y/N ISN'T MOVING! WE NEED TO GO". Mark ran upstairs with eyes filled with shock but swiftly stole Y/N out of my arms.

I followed him into the car and sat in the backseat with her head laying on my lap. My breathing was turning heavy and I began sobbing. Why can't I control myself? As I cried, I leaned forward to hug her. "Don't leave me please" I sobbed into her shoulder.

A puddle of liquid filled my hand. That's weird... I lifted my hand to see what it was. I crimson red, it was blood. Mark stepped on the breaks and opened the door, stealing my love from me once again. s i g h.

He stole her from me in kindergarten. Grade 7 dance. Prom. And now... But this time is probably for the better. I keep hurting her anyways... Not intentionally of course. It does not seem like I am right for her anyways.

Maybe ending everything is the answer.

~1 month later~

Y/N POV

Blinking my eyes open, I saw white furniture. Why and where am I? My head throbbed but I felt stable. "Y/N?" A group of male voices said in surprise. I turned my head to face them and began to be attacked with hugs.

I winced in pain. "Who are you guys?" I said smiling but feeling confused. "It will come to you don't worry" a boy with glasses and brown hair parted down the middle said. He pat my head but I flinched in pain. My head hit the wall lightly but  a mental wave hit.

I held my head for a while and then looked up to see a boy with blonde hair grasp my arms. "Y/N are you okay?" he asked. Who is this guy, and why is he so concerned... He seemed more familiar than the others but I can't put my finger on it.

He suddenly crashed his lips onto mine and it hit me again. JACKSON. "Y/N" he yelled and hugged me tightly. I pulled away and studied his features. He looked different. Black roots in his hair, dark circles, and he was thinner. I looked at his wrists in shock and began tracing the red lines.

"Why?" I asked choking on my one word question. "If you died I wouldn't be able to live with myself anymore" he said sobbing into my shoulder. I hugged him back and sobbed as well.

"Promise me you will not do this again, no matter what, promise?" I said leaning in close to his face, holding his hands. He nodded and kissed me after whispering the 3 words that comforted me the most at the moment...

"I love you"

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